Hiya fellas....

February 10, 2004
What a freakin' day. I don't want to get too attached to domestic pets, dogs in particular anymore.... But can we help it???!!!! Fiona, our miniature pincher had an accident on this day. Dammit! My freakin' dad was downstairs chekin' out sumthin' in the car, and he didn't notice that Fiona was also peeking in the car. The dog got used to coming with us when we go out... so it was its habit to hop in in the car. Dad slammed the door of the car. Bam.... The dog got unconscious. My dad was freakin' out. He gave a first aid to the dog then he went upstairs and started going ballistic screamin' fiona's name....I was in my room burning cds when I heard him freakin' out, ofcourse I went out to see what the hell was goin' on...I was getting scared too because I don't usually hear my dad yell like this. I asked him what happened, and when I looked at fiona, I got really scared, I thought she was dead... she wasn't reacting at all but her eyes were open...I was askin' my dad if the dog's dead and he said no... I was shakin', and everybody didn't know what to do... I asked them to take the dog to the vet right away and they did... I was thinkin' about my mom findin' out what had happened because she's the one who really takes good care of the dog, and she's fiona's master.
I know, I know, some peeps who'll read this will think I'm a fucken' loser, freakin' out just because of a stupid dog. Well hell no! Fuck all the people who'll think we're over reacting... Go get a really cute dog, take care of it for over a year. Be with it all the time, then slam it head in between the door of the car, see what will happen. It was a really great attachment of the family with the dog... really. super... the dog was so lovable... as if it can really think, because it does a lot of cute things that will make you go "aww!" Anywayz, my mom already knew what had happened, so she was the one who took the dog to the vet... My mom told me it was freakin' traffic to get to the dog's clinic... Just think - having the dog in your arms on a heavy traffic not knowing what will happen... will the dog die in your arms or what. I was just prayin' that the dog will make it....
It was a real bummer, 'cause I have to meet someone at Glorietta, and I have to use a freakin' car with its airconditioning not working... it was freakin' hottt! Grrr.... And traffic! And I'm late! And the driver took the long way! And fuck, a lot of stupid things happened. Anywayz, after I met those two people I have to meet, then I went to Terranova, dammit they're on ffreakin' sale... i had to control mahself... I still can't shop... I owe mom some money... heheh. And Im saving money for sumthin'...Whah. Went home because I still have to meet someone near my place.... Wonderin' why am I meeting a lotta people? It's business peeps! Im a pirate! Hahah! Anywayz, I made the person wait for almost 2 hours, I felt so baad... and it wasn't me who met the person, I just asked someone to meet him, I didn't have the face to meet someone whom I made to wait for me for almost 2 hours... oh yes I'm guilty.... I hate making people wait... so sorry....
Home was awfully quiet because of what happened to the dog... Mom was really sad... Awww..... Dammit. Slept early....

Feb.11
Yesterday was a freakin' day, this day is a weird day. Damn... had aesthet class... Im starting to get really annoyed with my prof............had Spanish classes... then weird things started to happen... I guess... CRISELLE and I went to Subway, we went there to eat - again... We didn't seem to care if it's expensive, we just wanted to eat there.... it's really good kase! Hahah... We were eating, and was about to finish out food, when CRISELLE told me that she was pissed because the stuff that she didn't was was placed in her sandwich... she was complaining and I was looking at the menu board... then I yelled out that we were eating the wrong sandwich... she had my sandwich and I had hers.... nagkapalit kame! heheh. We were laughin so hard.... hahah.... I texted my mom about the condition of fiona... she said she's 50% much better that yesterday... YiPeE! hahah... That's the only time I told CRISELLE about fiona... We talked a lot... until she asked me what time it was.... then we realized that it's only 5minutes before out last class starts! We still have to walk a long way before we get to AKIC... dammit... we were laughin' out loud again.. hahah... When we got to class, the prof was still taking the attendance, we were able to make it... hahah. Lucky. And then when I was texting... yes I do text while having class... tigasin noh? Heheh. I realized I left sumthin' at Subway, my cellphone pouch. Dammit. Last week CRISELLE left sumthin' there too... Must Subway have a curse?;P Hahah. I want to get up from my seat, I want the class to get finished so I can return to Subway and get my stuff back... hmmm, Im really obssessive compulsive.=) Well I still can't get there.. We still had briefing about the Young Hoterlier's Exposition.... We joined the following competition...man this is our last!!! We joined the SHRIM Jeopardy competition, Destination Marketing, and Chocolate Pralines competition... We backed out at the Cake Decorating contest because the Chocolate Pralines was already costly... But we're all excited! I wish we'll win in every contest! Hahah! Jia You! My frustration is to becoming a part of the Flairtending competition... didn't have enough guts to join, but I really wanted to.... Flairtending is a competition where you flip bottles in the air while making a bar drink.... sumthin' like that... it's really cool.... I really wish I joined that competition.... Anywayz, after the briefing was done, I went back to Subway and fortunately I got my stuff back.... Went home.... Dozed offf..... woke up to eat and watch tv... practically just bummin' around the house....

And today.... well yeah I'm online so early in the morning... But the freakin' internet is sooooooo slowwwwwwwwwwwwww!!! I HATE IT!!! DAMMIT! And I still have to burn a lot of cds... some one's gonna get a looot of cds from me today... Hahah... Money money money!!! (",) I hope this will be a good day... it's too early to tell....

Weeeee!!! I'm in a better mood than my last post here...hahah...

Feb. 6, 2004 Friday
RETREAT DAY!!!! Our block from 1st year was reunited again through our retreat... H13 batch 2001 rules! We went to Tagaytay to have our retreat... Mo. Spinelli Retreat house..... We ran out of good seats in the bus so KARLIE and I were in the back of the bus.... da hell... it was so rocky there... I got a bit dizzy... ARNI!!! Arni's 3 months pregnant! Can't wait to be a ninang again! Hahah... She was with us at the back of the bus first, but told her that it's too risky to be there... it's too rocky, she might ya kno, get a miscarriage.... so she swaped seats with TOPHER... Hahah. Astig 'tong si Topher eh, okay kasama... It's been a while since he has been with us, fortunately he was able to come with us in this retreat... Oh well about the trip... it was quite okay... If topher wasn't with us at the back it would be tooh borrrrring for us...I fell asleep while listening to a chillout cd...really cool cd from topher.

When we arrived at Mo.Spinelli, we were briefed about stuff, and then we ate! Food was okay... Then we went to the girls' dorm... lotsa double decks...shower room was not that baaad...but it was hoooooot. Stupid fan near us isn't working... Siesta!!!! We just ate and ate and ate....damn.... eating is good... but it's freakin' hard to shed the unecessary fats! Hah. There was a playground in the retreat house because they adopt abandoned kids... I was in the swing... Felt like a young school girl again.l :) Picture picture picture! Lotsa picture taking! We're picture addicts! And chat chat chat! We needed a lot of time for chatting... we need a lot of catching up to do... we haven't seen others for a very long time because they shifted courses... We missed HAZEL, KAT and RYAN! MANGUNE! Hahah... Missed those frosh memories.. Anywayz, we went back to the hall to start the session...I was sooo sleepy... Did some games...human bingo thingy....wow a lot of peeps asked me to sign to that space where "someone who sings very well" awww. touched akoh! Hahah. Merienda time.... Siopao! Arni's favorite! She loves siopao now that she's pregnant. :D .:D Back to the loong session... it was okay actually... I was listening... I thought I needed some enlightenment... But still there were lots of questions goin' through mah mind... Dinner....Break... Then the last session for the day... It was really a heartfelt moment... geez...I was on the verge of tears... With all those candles plus background music, and the seminarian talking, it would really make you cry...hah. Then the giving out of candles... cried my heart out... I just felt that it was sad to think that we'll part ways soon because we'll be graduating soon. Damn I'm gonna miss college... I don't want to leave it yet! I'm having so much fun in college.... I'll miss my friends and blockmates so much... I was staring at every face in the room that night... I'm gonna miss them all... But then again, graduation is still on October so I'm gonna make most of my time... I was not only crying because of that... but also because I have found the greatest friends on could ever have... and all those memories we had came back to my senses....And it is only now that I have experienced that moment where we don't need words to speak to be able to say what we want to say to the other person... I had the tightest hug from a friend... and I also gave her the tightest hug... I knew there so much words to say, but because of the moment, when we hugged...it's like we already said everything we wanted to say to each other. We were crying so hard... and it was like somewhat a relief for both of us...then the session finally ended by 10pm... we can do whatever... bonding time with friends and eating time again... it was great to take a long shower after all those stuff we did.... it's refreshing inside and out...:D Went to doze off already... when some of our friends decided to talk about freaky stuff, like ghosts and the like... dammit I was starting to get paranoid, and I asked them to keep it down...don't want to have nightmares..heheh. It became really cold that night....Brr...

Woke up early to take a bath...had breakfast....the boys haven't taken baths yet! So lazy! hahah.... It was really beautiful outside with those fogs.... picture taking again! Hahah.... NYXZ was in a towel, pretending to be butt naked, but not really! He was like that in the picture taking! Hahah! CRISELLE saw TOPHER running around in the boys dorm only in briefs! He was like a kid running around daw! AHAHAH! Tooh bad I didn't see it! Hahah! Had another activity again... made affirmation letters... and had mass... wasn't able to confess, the priest can't stay long in the retreat house... what's with that....heheh. Then we took off already.... Thank God we had good seats! Pasalubong! Bought a lot... or so I thought it was a lot... Then KARLIE and I doze off at the bus.... Longgg trip... When we got back to school, I went straight home... I don't want to stay for a while at school, I had a lot of stuff in my hands, I just want to get home right away.. Back to normal...became a couch potato again...:D

And toohday! Woke up a bit early... Internet agad! Whew... I should start making my resume! I have an interview tomorrow at school with a panel....damn, just thinking about it... it makes me feel so nervous.... I should be prepared! Oh well! Good Luck! Jia You!