Bringin down the house, and regrets?......

hey hey hey....

It was Tito Hermie's bday party last night, held at tito mert's posh home...:smile: Yesterday was the only time i got to see him since he came back last week..heheh...The party has yummy food! I loved the paella...but i wasnt really able to pig out...dunno why..haha. There were fewer people than expected...Not the party a teenager would want to go to...They're all like grown ups... I was too dressy for the party..haha. Shoulda worn flip flops instead of my pumps...haha. But it was fun though, being with all my relatives and stuff...
My uncle is big time! haha... He had his fraternity brothas come to the party...One's a former senator...cool. and most of them are big time lawyers too...Cool eh? Maybe they can help me get a damn occupation. haha.
Boo...no booze for me?! Haha... Tito Mert just asked the food attendant to serve me red wine. He told me i would barf the next day if i had tequila...haha. Yeah it happened already last new year's eve! Whatev. (",) Well i had fun with the videoke machine at the party though..haha.

Reflections on my freakin life...
Got to talk to Tito Mert at the party last night...he was saying that i shoulda taken the job offer at Boracay...I said i wouldnt be compensated rightly...it's below minimum wage because it was in a provincial rate... But he said that once i get to work in Boracay, the location itself is already a compensation. Exposure is one more thing. He's goddam right. wtf, he makes me regret the decision i made. Shit. Club Panoly (Boracay) called me up again last week asking me again if I want to take a job in their Manila office, or if I really want to work in Boracay, their doors are still open. It took me like a week to finally decide that I am willing to have another interview with them. I replied to the email after a week, and yeah, i still haven't gotten any response. This is just bullshit man. I just hope they would call me again...*crossing fingers*
On my other possible working opportunity...
I'm coming back to Alabang on the 17th...I'll have an interview for Palms country club....Whew. Damn nervous. If i get in, well then this is it. I should take this job even if it means moving away from home. Yeah. Tito Mert said this tooh. That eventually we will all move outta the house and live far away from our folks...i didn't realize that until now. I just love my folks too much.

Maybe one more thing that bothers me is that, if I have to live in a dorm/apartment, there's a big chance of me sharing it with some other people. Just the thought of sharing bathroom with someone else - eew. No... I am such a neat freak, obssessive compulsive, call it whatever you want. And the luxury of having a maid here at home...that's all gunna change once i move...i also won't have cable tv, entertainment system, and most of all BrOaDbAnD baby! And all my dough might go to the apartment rental! Waah! I guess this is what's holding me back from working far from home. This is such a drag. Am I a prima donna??? Damn. hehe. Gotta talk to mom again.

Reality check...Time is always now, as what i always say. If i won't work now, when will i? My career plan is not yet progressing. Wake up patty. Help help. Oh yeah. This is my life. It's me who should decide....Damn confused.