Surviving Heart's Day...Second Chances...

Open Heart

Yes, i survived Valentine's Day yesterday. As what Simon Cowell always says..."Whoopee.", with full of sarcasm...haha.
I have this routine everytime i wake up - grabbing my 2 phones, hoping for a couple of messages to read - but yesterday was quite different. The moment i held my phones, text messages have flooded in already. But I wasn't really cheerful to find out that my phones are full of new messages. How can everyone be so chummy chummy, greeting me a happy valentine's day?! ...Yeah yeah whatev!
Valentine's day are for couples/people who are attached/taken. Not for singles. Yeah we can celebrate the love of our parents and other loved ones, but that is not what Valentine's is really all about right? Imagine how single people endure this 24 hours of celebrating love - alone. Seeing couples so mushy together start to tick me off, i just dunno why. I have this urge of telling them that it'll all be over soon..haha. i'm so bad.
Well hello, everybody has a right to love and be loved too ya know. And i'm being deprived of it right now, and that's why i sound like i hate the whole world.=p Why do bad things keep happening to good people? I also need to feel loved by someone. Experience intimacy, feel the romance. I've been waiting for so long, and no decent guy has come along. All those guys that come my way are like, sorta assholes. hehe. I'm starting to think I'm high maintenance. But nah, not really. If i don't set standards, then what does that make me? See.
Well I think I should stop ranting. Valentine's is over. But I won't deny, whether it be Valentine's or not, I'm still waiting for my guy to come. Valentine's day have just put more pressure into it.

Whatev. (",)

On the lighter side....
Went out today with Karlie. Just gotta have my chillout and Hed Kandi cds back. I missed 'em! We went to school, 'cause she had to have some papers done, certification and stuff. She just got accepted at Manila Hotel, banquet sales...So happy for her, finally one of us already has a job. Ate at Chicken chicken....dang, missed their food so much! Oh how i miss the college days tooh.(",)
Got home pretty early..surfed the net and stuff...Then I got this call that I wasn't expecting at all. Club Panoly called me up again!!! I have an interview with them tomorrow morning...hoping for the best. Then I'll have another interview for Palms Country Club in Alabang on Thursday. All the luck.

Well this is it. It's all up to me to decide for my life. Alabang, or Boracay?! Still thinking of the pros and cons...But I have to decide as soon as possible... Maybe getting a job will make me forget about being single and loveless...or i might meet someone once i get a job. hahaha.

Isn't the picture i chose cute? Just suits my topic for the day. The heart is for the Valentine shit, and the signage that says Open is like an open window...an opportunity for me on having my first job. Cool huh?