Resurrection...In Mourning.

Head in hands
Originally uploaded by Bum Fluff.

As I told you, the next time I'll make a blog, I'll make sure I'll be writing it using MY computer, 'cause my pc has been broken for like..3months?! Can't believe it's been that long.

So yeah, I'm using my pc now...

Am I happy?!

I guess. You can say that I guess.

Well guess what. I'm starting from scratch. My PC DOES NOT HAVE ANYTHING in it.

Nada.

Zero.

when my pc brokedown months ago, MY brother promised that he will recover everything in my pc.

Well, promises are made to be broken.

ALL the files I have compiled, created, saved, accumulated. whatever you want to say.

It's all gone.

Pictures..(OMFG. to think I'm a f*ckin sucker for pictures.) Grad pics, the first time I went to Bora, pictures from College, ALOT.

MP3s that I have patiently downloaded over the internet (think of the dial-up days...FUCK!)

My recipes. (shit. I trashed all my scratch papers that has scribbles of recipes that I was able to get from college and those tv shows and compiled them in one MSWord file. I could have passed that to the next generation.)

And only God knows what else is still in my beloved Drive D.

Vanished just like that.

It's like you've been robbed. Something very special was taken away from you. That's the feeling.

I have mourned for days now. But yeah. You cant cry over spilled milk.

Quite happy though. I get to touch my keyboard and mouse again.

Joes actually brought back my CPU last night, but I only installed everything today when I woke up at nine. There I go. Saw the empty "My Pictures", "My Music" folders....WAAAAAAAH!

Well I guess my brother has been bothered by his guilt. He installed everything I need. Even the pTorrent he strongly said he won't give me.

I can start over again I guess... new life. Hirap pare.

MP3s I can download the whole day...but with the picturesSsSs I have lost...men, where can I get all that back?!

thank God I got friends. Cause I email them frequently w/ recent pictures of us whenever we go out, and I havent deleted my sent items in my emails yet, so that's good...

But what about the rest....Gone. Gone forever. Sigh.

Well that's life. Shit happens.

I know you're thinking that I should have a back up of all my files. I would have done that if my pc was still bootable at that time. I know. No excuses.

I have a back up cd..but this was a long time ago... hehe. Haven't seen it in a long time, so I'll find out later if I'll be happy or not.



Since my pc is okay again, I was able to listen to my wide collection of house music...

Ahhhhh.....Shet parang drugs men...I felt so high. Whew. House music rules! I love Hed Kandi!

Uplifted my spirits. I know I should be down because I lost alot of stuff, but listening to this shit is just making me high I swear!

Ohwell. I guess this is enough for today. I can get back to my pc anytime I want to.

Got alot of things to share also...job opportunity at Bizu, 5th monthsary, and my trip to Bora!!!

Laterz guys.(",)

P.S. Hey, if I emailed you any pictures of us, can you email 'em to me? hehe. Thanks.