E for Effort.

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The other day, last Tuesday, i was literally running for my life.
tick tock said the clock.
Punch in. 9:01am.
Dammit i was late for work. One minute. WtF.
I could still feel the pain in my legs for running so hard.
I hate being late for cryin' out loud.
Now whose fault is it? Well...the driver. lol Stupid driver.

Wednesday.
It was like an hour before 6pm, and i was almost done sending the contracts for travel agencies.
When Carlo noticed something wrong with the contract. Again.
I sent the friggin' contracts already. And I wasted rims of paper for this contracts already. And I'm freakin' tired.
But there is a God. Carlo's suggestion and my wits have jived.
Worked overtime for two whole hours and a couple of minutes to fix this shit.
Damn, had things done 'til 8pm. Oh well. overtime pay. yey.

And toohday.
I was able to make up for all the shit i did on the previous days...And did some shit today tooh. haha. But it's cool. I just hope i would do good tomorrow. Dammit, it's just soOo difficult when people expect a lottt from yooh. Hey, please don't forget. I don't know everything. (",)

This officemate of mine is still hitting on me. For cryin' out loud, i have standards when it comes to men. lol. Hey, I'm not that desperate yet. Hahaha...sooo mean.

Hey! I didn't know I have communication allowance...HR told me I do...cool...Money for meeh! Just got it today...wahaha.

My friend's wedding is coming...April 10...still don't have a dress for this occassion...damn....

Can't imagine myself being married at this age...There are just too many stuff I could and would be enjoying right now...right now that I'm single, and young. Blah. I think my point of view on marriage has changed. I dunno. Oh sure, there's this dream of finding the one. But people do change right? It happens all the time. so why settle and get stuck with this person for the rest of your life....Or, i dunno. Maybe it's just because I haven't experienced a genuine relationship for that matter. That's why i think I'm starting to become cynical. nyahahaha.

Life's a beach...err bitch? =p

Speakin' of beach...I have (crossing fingers) slight chances of going to Bora...on my birthday! But it's all for the work thingy. Damn, I just hope the company would send me there....Slim chances...but hell yeah, what do you know...=)

Oh yeah, the paranoia that i had since Mar.25 is finally over. Hahaha. Damn. I'm sOoO twisted.=)Just happy that it's over. And now I can be a bad girl all over again...ahaha! Just playin.=)

Ugh.

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What is up with yooh men???

There's just sumthin' in yooh guys that I just don't get.

Ugh again.

Forcing not to get hooked.

Forcing not to get hooked.
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I think i had too much today...Ugh. I even burnt my tongue with this caramel macchiato! Awww.... Damn. =p

Too tired from work man...Just wanna post this pic...Not in the mood to tell what happened at work...

I feel like barfing because of the coffee and yosi....damn...I'm so stupid. (^__^) Ennuf...I'm really not a smoker, but I bought a pack of dj mix strawberry. Gave most of the sticks to kuya a while ago when i felt a terrible headache...lol I had enuf. We'll see if I'm gunna say the same thing once I get to Starbucks tomorrow morning. lol

Why are we always like this? We still do stuff that we know that's bad... Ang pilit kase...lol So good yet so bad? lol And I'm not only talkin' about the yosi and coffee ha...^__^

Im so harrassed not only from work but with some other things on my mind...lol I hate this, I can't even speak my mind here...But I do hope you guys get meeh.

Laterz.=p

Acoustic Mood.

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Whoa, another blog for this day? lol

I just want to show this cd I bought just a while ago...Too lazy to put norah's and nina's pic in one....photoshop. lol
It's been a whileeee since I last bought an original cd...hahaha.

I'm listening to this cd right now...Damn, a must buy!!! I love Nina! I love all her songs!!! She's sooooo good. I think I'm gunna lose my voice tonight. Sing it! (",)

I also bought lotsa cds yesterday at UM (University Mall)...Aww, miss my school again..hehe. I bought like 6 cds - hey all pirated...lol 3 of those albums are double cds...Hed Kandi. Others are dj tiesto, Ibiza sunset, and the other, Ray Charles, Genius loves company...Got 'em all for P350...not bad huh? lol. Baad. Piracy. Guilty. lol (",)

My latest craze - Hed Kandi collection albums...damn really good album! My Winter Mix cd might break soon!=0 I've been playing it for the longest time... I just saw a li'l crack on the plastic part of the cd...noooooo...I love this cd! I searched on the internet about this Hed Kandi collection...I have like 5 albums...and i lack like....37 more! Can't believe it! dammit...O fellas, my birthday isn't that far anymore ha? lol Pirated Hed Kandi cds will do, P90 lang double cds sa UM... Hahaha.=D

Oo nga noh...my birthday isn't that far...like...wait...47 days?! haha. I did count it just now...ahaha. Turning 21. Wonder what's in store for me. My 20th year is memorable. Haha. I better stop now...haha! Where should we party fellas? (",)

I just remembered I got some stuff I have to do...So...'til next blog! Holler back at meeh biatches. Much Loveee. (",)

Post Valentine Dillema.

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UgH...lol...Didn't do anythin' last Saturday...Thought I was gunna go out...Oh well! (",)

Dammit...Norah Jones' concert is in less than a week. Don't have tickets. Don't have anyone to come with me. Pathetic. Lol. I can afford the tickets, but it'll be the most pathetic thing to do - go and watch this alone...hahaha...My freakin' friends aren't free on this day! And I think I'm the only Norah Jones fanatic in the group....lol Once in a lifetime thing and I'm gunna miss it. Argh. lol I lovvvve Norah Jones. She just sings the most heartwarming, er...saddest songs ever... Touches my friggin' heart...hahaha.
Nuff said. (",)

I'm taking this chance to blog as much as possible...lol...It's gunna be Monday again...One longggg tiring week from work I bet... Gunna be busy again...
Haha...blog blog blog. (",)

Suppressed Feelings.

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My song as of the moment...

Dishwalla
Angels Or Devils

This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna come here tonight
This is the last time, I will fall
Into a place that fails us all, inside

And I can see the pain in you
And I can see the love in you
But fighting all the demons will take time
It will take time

The angels they burn inside for us
And are we ever
Are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
And are we ever gonna come back down
Come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna give in tonight
Are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear, to see

Well I can see the pain in you
And I can see the love in you
And fighting all the demons will take time
It will take time

The angels they burn inside for us
And are we ever
Are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
And Are we ever gonna come back down
Come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

If I were to give in, id give it up
And then
Take a breath, make it deep
'Cause it might be the last one you get
Be the last one
That could make us cold
You know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold.

Whew.

Money Makes the World Go Round?

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Whoa!!!! Finally!!! I'm in the mood for some blogging!!! I've been wanting to rant about all the stuff that has been happening to my life since my last blog!!!

So yeah, I started working last Feb. 18 at Club Panoly...Sales Coordinator at your service...On that day, I thought I was just gonna go there and get the list of requirements for my work...But I was wrong, I started that day! lol...
I can feel the damn pressure right now...waah. Got reprimanded by my boss for the first time. Not my fault tho!!! I think my boss is fucken' senile. Starting to irritate me, but I should have morrrre patience.Can't give up that easily...but I can feel the pressure already.
I packed all the marketing tool stuff that she needed for her Cebu trip, and the stuff that can't be placed in her smallish luggage are placed in her friggin' table. She didn't see the friggin' stuff on the table. She left it. She was even the one who said that she'll just place the other stuff in her other luggage. HeLLoOo!!! Ugh. Whatev man. The job that was given to me isn't that easy ya know. I'm sorta her right hand... And now that she's in Cebu for this travel mart shit...I got lotsa responsibilities. Can't...breathe...lol
I guess I should relax a bit...I'm killing my own self by bein like this...

The people that I work with are really nice...but there are only like 2 fellas who are almost my age...A guy and a gurl. And that other guy is being paired up with me...lol...He should be okay...BuT he gets intimidated with english easily...and...he's quite what i call, "gramatically impaired"...tsk tsk. My biggest turn off. Ever. I'm soo baad..! (",) But he's nice tho! And funny too.=p

I was singen' Holiday by Madonna a few days before Feb.25....I think this is the first time I ever did enjoy a friggin' holiday...ferreal! No work this day that's why! hahaha! And this holiday turned out to be quite an adventure for me...lol...An unexpected date...lol waahaha. Nothin' serious though...But the greatest adventure to date...Had fun...But I won't elaborate anymore... Hahaha. SsHhh.;)

Girls liking bad boys...What the hell is with this shit? I just don't get it...Yet I think I'm one of them...This is just sooo wrong...hehehe. *gasp* Mixed emotions and shit...I'm not taking this seriously tho...But the thing is that, this can be quite confusing... so confusing I can't even explain it here. I can't justify myself. Hmmm..=p I think I need some damn help. hehe. no, seriously. =p

I wonder what's gunna happen tomorrow... work again...haha. My peeps tell me feeling a lot of pressure from work is just normal. Shit happens daw. Uh, okay. Fine, I'll take it all. BrInG iT ON! (",)

Shit it's almost Saturday...And I still don't have any plans yet for that day...huhuhu. (",) Ugh. Whatev.

I'm soOoOoO happy for finally being able to update stuff herre!!! And look at my pic! Haha... I luv it...lol That's me at work. That's what I do. Count money all day...Nah, just playin'...lol... Hope to take more pics at work next time.=p

Laterz fellas. Holler back at meeh.(",)