Chic Confessions of a Mean Girl.

How I spent the holiday.

2006-11-01T22:19:00.000+08:00

Image709
Originally uploaded by shoe_addict25.

Took my compensatory off yesterday (31st). The family usually goes to the cemetery at the end of October; just as to not go with the crowd on the 1st.

I can still remember those times when I was really really young; my mom would make loads of preparations for the "undas"... We'd sleep early 'cause we'd wake up like 4am or even earlier to get to the cemetery. We'd leave the house when it was still dark; we'd get to the cemetery and still, it's dark. I dunno, but I found those times really fun when I was young; I'd stuff my backpack with stuff like books, stuff toys, gameboy...and Joes would bring his boggle (he didn't let me play though, he thought I was too young and dumb to join. haha). My favorite tita (Tita Millet) was still single then; she was really fun to be with though sometimes she'd be mean at me. hahaha.

Well time has changed; My tita is in the States right now.. Joes and I got tired to going to the cemetery...It wasn't as fun anymore. There were times that we didn't really feel like going, so we didn't come with them...we'd stay at home and watch tv instead. It had been like that for about 5 years already..I think. Gasp. Not all habits last forever I suppose.

But this year's different. Joes and I did come with them to the cemetery. Well, we did it for mum. It's lolo's 1st year death anniversary, so yeah...

we're the only fun people around!

Thank the gods for the ipod. hehe. We arrived at the cemetery around 12nn, just in time for lunch (I can't believe it; we used to be there before sunrise; and now we got there amidst the hottest time of the day). Well thanks to my tito who really, really took his time at the bank to talk crap about investing since he has plans (i think) of retiring here instead in the states.

one of the relatives. hahaha

We ate, chatted (what else could be done there aside from this?) and chatted...and got bored.

It was like 2:30pm when I finally couldn't take it anymore. I was bored. Ipod had no effect on me anymore.. My dose of pearl shake didn't shake off the heat of the sun. I can't sit still on my seat. I wanted to go home. Blahhhh.

I miss the old times....

Ohwell. Thank God dad brought his motorcycle with him; I asked mum if I could go home with dad...I was actually willing to ride in his motorcycle just to go home!=D Don't get me wrong, I don't have any fears of riding the motorcycle - I just don't want my hair to stink and feel sticky. But I really wanted to go so I did...

Wee. Joyride. It'll be the first time.=)

Before we left we went to the other grave of my grandpa - on my father's side. The first time I'd see his grave, just like grandpa's on mum's side. They died the same year. Grandpa from dad's side died when I was in Cebu. Okay I remembered something creeeeepy when that happened. I'll stop now I'm alone in my room (think happy thoughts Patty....!)

Moving on..so yeah riding in a motorcycle with my dad was quite an adventure..We weren't alone -my dad had 2 of his friends came over, and Joes brought his motorcycle as well...

It's really fun - minus the pollution and heat of the sun. I didn't have a jacket with me, I was wearing a sleeveless top, so imagine that.=p

When I got home dad said I can now join them on their trips, I'm okay daw - maybe he meant I didn't complain or anything. hehe.

I'm tougher than you even think.

I didn't even think of smelling my hair when I got home. But when I wiped my face with a tissue that's when the girly, kikay side of me started to kick in - EEW! Imagine: makeup + oil + pollution = eew talaga. haha. The color looked like mud. Yuck. I just rushed through the bathroom and scrubbed myself to death. hehe.

Well, at least I did something new this year on halloween..Not that boring eh?

Back to reality tomorrow to deal with more shit. hehehe.

Excuse me if I have any grammatical or typographical errors, I didn't bother proofreading this blog.=p

2006-10-22T23:47:00.001+08:00

What a freakin' week. Monday was okay, it started right; but Tuesday felt like how Monday should be - I was late for work. I hate being late. I left the house early but the freakin' train (sosyal train daw. haha) is just f*cked up. Travel time was like 2 hours instead of less than an hour. Imagine that. I had a terrible start.

But hey, God is good! He rewards people who work hard! haha. I had this client from London, Ms. Jacqui Wright. I first encountered her when I was still in Cebu for my training. I was the one who was able to take that phonecall and I made the reservations for her parents and all. The second time she contacted me was through email, since it's more practical than her calling me up once in a while. This time she was booking herself. I did all the necessary stuff needed to arrange her reservations with the hotel. She was glad indeed that I was able to respond to her requests immediately. She was so glad that she wanted to pay a visit to the office to meet me personally. I was happy to give her the office address. I knew when she would check-in and out of the hotel, but I wasn't really expecting her to REALLY visit me in the office.
Well that happened on Tuesday.

Ms. Jacqui and I (wasn't ready for the pose, I looked harrassed in this pic)

I thought the person who came in the office was just a person inquiring about the hotel, when she said she was looking for Patricia, and said she was Jacqui, and she said that with an English accent...ding ding ding, that's her! haha. We just chatted and chatted; she was happy indeed to meet me finally in the flesh. she really appreciated what I did for her; she said everything went smoothly from the time the plane landed in Mactan. She loved the service in our hotel. And I was really happy as well because we had another satisfied guest. Like I said awhile ago, I was just doin' my job.=)
If commending me was enough for you, then look at this:

"C'mon, open it."

She brought me a present! Let me rephrase that...presents!=D She said it's just a li'l sumpthin from her to show me that she indeed appreciated the work I did for her. She wasn't sure if I'll like the gifts, but hey those are still gifts! I'm happy already even if I haven't seen it yet! It came from London, helo0o0! haha.
I was just too eager to talk to her about stuff; she's interesting that's why. She works for a recording company...Anyhoo, she asked me to open the presents 'cause she wants to know if I'm gunna like it or not.

*whoa*

i feel pretty...oh so pretty..

God. It's a really really pretty bag. The daintiest I'll ever have. I opened it, I saw a big plastic tag w/ Marks&Spencer label on it. I thought it was the bag tag. When I showed it to my boss she took out what I thought was a tag; I was mistaken..

bling bling.

I'm so stupid not to notice there was a necklace in the bag. I guess I was too excited with the bag. Or I must really be stupid. hehe. Ms. Jacqui asked me if I liked it...hell yeah! I said it was "lovely!" I was trying to impress her with my ability to speak a like an englishman. Blahhhahah. hahaha.
Oh she's not finish yet...

let me sink my teeth into these babies...

She went to PARIS before going to Cebu...And she bought these chocolates...And shit I cannot even pronounce the last name of the brand...Jeff de WHA? phew. She said so far, those are the best chocolates she has ever tasted. And I told her, she just knew what I wanted. I am so into bags...pretty ones (she has an awesome taste!), plus the chocolates!!! I'm a freakin' chocoholic!

thin dark chocolates (my fave) plus an eiffel tower keychain....i just love it.

I showed it to my boss and that's what she said...God is good! I was rewarded to being good i guess! hehe...
She said that the Marks necklace isn't available here in pinas...and it's kinda pricey too. Hey i'll take that from my boss alright. hehe. Plus the bag is H&M...not available here in pinas as well.. Malamang pati yung chocs...How lucky was I? I thanked Ms. Jacqui for visiting me...that was enough to make my day...really! The presents were a plus lang talaga.;) I earned a friend from doin' my job.;) International pa ang new friend ko neng. hehehe.

Well back to reality; LRT was fucked up again on Wednesday. I was late again. Shit happens talaga. Life goes on.

Thursday was good I guess cause I wasn't late anymore. Importante talaga to start the day right eh. Friday was a lil better, I was the first one to get in the office; kaya lang we were reprimanded rin by our boss nga na we should avoid being late na. Hindi lang naman ako but hey I was guilty. Well it wasn't intentional. I didn't do it on purpose...i didn't want it to happen...Shit happens lang talaga, diba?=p hehe.
That night Joes asked me if I still wanted to sell my ipod to him. Sige go, my nano is yours Joes. Been wanting to get a new one kase; but I'm all kuripot these past few days. I've been saving for Christmas already.

But I got sad when I went to work without my ipod. Traveling all the way to work without it was boring.
That afternoon Joes and I went to the mall to look around for the new iPod. I found it expensive at Mac center. I shrugged my shoulders and we went window shopping nalang. Kurips talaga. hehe. But before we left the mall we took a last look where mom bought her laptop. I inquired about the ipod and it was quite lower compared to the ones at the Mac center. Same terms rin naman with Mac. I can have it insured pa for 2 years and still it's lower compared to Mac center. I called up mom to ask if i really should buy one now. I'm not in a hurry naman...she said what's the point of delaying. Wala rin. Fine. I had the plastic card swipeeeeed.

The music goes on.

20 more hours of hed Kandi...ahh..this is the life. It's nice to spend rin once in a while to see where all your hardwork is going...it's a motivation for you to keep workin'...Well for me it's a factor.

It's Monday again tomorrow...another week. Maybe I just have to think it'll soon be payday baby!=)
I'm gonna doze off now, I don't want to be late tomorrow.

Tata...

2006-05-07T01:53:00.000+08:00

I've been asking myself a couple of times already why it seems like I never get tired of Boracay....I still don't know the answer.

When I was there last holy week with friends from previous work and my boyfriend, I still felt so excited when I got to step on the powdery white sands of this paradise...to think it's been my 5th time already (yeah i know for some 5x isn't alot. I was there last year ThRiCe: once in november and twice in december - with only a week gap. hehe).

I'm still looking for the answer with this question...so for now, I'll planning my next trip there. hmmm...when could it be...hehe.

Just look at the pics for now.

with alex and marj

@ Panoly. Shit, the background is just beautiful. Looks like a painting.

beach house party @ cocomangas

weee.....

that's anton ramos! one of my favorite djs!!!(",)

ever so famous giant lantern @ cocomangas.

chillax with bebeh.

happy happy joy joy...

super pout. hehehe

no matter what I do I never get sunburned...

don't get me wrong...we both like men. hehehehe! love you alex!

FOR THE NTH TIME! PWEDE?!

this is marj, blocking my view when I was attempting to take a shot of borgy manotoc. the picture looks good though - on marj's side! it seems like a dramatic picture of them meeting each other..or sumthin! hehe

puro pbb...hahaha. whatever.

chillout @ Jonah's. The BeSt shakes in Bora. As in.

cheap looking semi famous celeb beside our table. she was all funny and shit when she got there...but when the alcohol kicked in, she messed up the place and made a scene. tsk tsk tsk.

pier one.

gave up on the last day after sunbathing for 3 days. hehehe

he looks so cute in this picture. i don't. hehehe

so0o0o0o0o0o0oper lazy...but look we still managed to take pics. hahaha.

See you soon bora.

2006-04-30T15:49:00.000+08:00

Finally, I got post my pictures from Cebu....Better late than never!=)

my new home.(",)

Lobby area

The Lobby Lounge

Japanese shrine behind the lush greenery at Marco Polo Plaza.

Me behind the Godess of Mercy...Haiiiii!=p

Pool Bar...Really nice.

view from the inside out of Cafe Marco...too bad I forgot to take pictures inside Cafe Marco...just too beautiful.

my work area.

My hideaway for a whole month...(at the low rise..alone. hahaha)

then i stayed for two more weeks...this time at the high rise...ahh...this is the life!

deluxe sea view double...at $220 a night. i work here so it's complimentary. hehehe. Just love the view at night.

The girl who lived in a hotel. hehehehe

This is the result of boredom. hahahaha.
I soaked myself in a hot foam bath almost every single day when I was staying there. I deserve it...I overworked when I was there!

there are times when I really felt homesick. i shopped there to keep myself occupied on weekends. now im paying the price - literally! evil credit cards.

hotel hoppin' here we come.=D

First stop, Shangri-la Mactan Island Resort

myka (milf!=D), may, and jasmine trias...errr that's me. hehehe
@ the Chi...fucken beautiful! You'll go bankrupt after availing of the services. hahaha...spa runs around P12k!

Chi.

Chie @ Chi. hahaha

Hilton Cebu

May and I.=)

we found nemo at hilton. hehe

Plantation Bay

this place is just too beautiful..so0o0o0oper.

the place is just too big so they need to have a couple of these...

Also went to Marriot and Waterfront but didn't take pictures...they're like our direct competitors. hehehe

Other stuff:

macho. hehehe

starbucks cebu.

Cafe Georg

so0o0o0oper yummy.

bye Cebu...til next...had fun.=)

miss you guys! as in mingaw na ko sa inyong tanan (is that right?)
hehe...I'm a certified Bisay already...im speaking the language...a bit. hehe

2006-01-03T23:30:00.000+08:00

You just gotta check this video out...I laughed my ass off when I saw this...Found this at Joes' Friendster.(",)

If you have seen the special presentation show of David Blane on AXN/cable, then this should crack you up. =]
If you're not a Philly, then it'll be quite difficult to get the joke, but if you've seen David Blane's magic, then you'll get it. ;)

Enjoy.=D

Boracay Review.

2005-12-31T16:29:00.000+08:00

feeling daw. hehehe
Originally uploaded by shoe_addict25.

With the opportunity that I got to travel to Boracay thrice this year, I think it'll only be right to give a review about the island of sin. Hehe. I'm not that much of a pro, but I'll share what I got.

where to stay

Well, if you want exclusivity and privacy, The Panoly Resort Hotel is the best place to stay at. Ahem ahem, yes I do work for this company..but yeah, I love the place. It's beautiful, and the place is enormous. 3.5 hectares. I love the deluxe rooms. Buffet breakfast is just a killer. I so0o0 love the food.=) It's isolated from the main beach, but it isn't that far. If guests would like to go to the main beach, we offer complimentary shuttle service. If you want to make reservations just message me.=)
If you want to stay at the main beach though, try Boracay Regency (panoly's #1 competitor, im so bad haha), Friday's...For the ones with tight budget, you may try Sandcastles, or Il Portico. Affordable but still a nice place to stay at.

Where to eat
As i told you, Panoly serves really good food. I enjoyed their breakfast so much.

this is the breakfast. the french toast is just soooooo good. love it. i wanted to come back for more, cause there were still some food that i wasnt able to try, but my stomach says otherwise.hehe

If you're in the main beach, go for Jonnah's Fruit Shakes. You'll waste your stay if you won't try their fruit shakes. They're really good. Smooooth to the palate. There are alot of varieties of shakes, but I strongly recommend the Mango Rum. Yum yum. My family and I had a late lunch here. Never thought their food would also taste that gooooood. I'm not really a fan of curry, but their beef curry is just the best. The set meal that my mum and dad ordered was really really good too! Ahhh....this is the life. (",)

sip sip sip. yum yum yum.=p

If you're craving for starbucks coffee, unfortunately there isn't any here in Bora. BUT, there's Cafe del Sol - the substitute for Starbucks. Rumor is that the manager of this cafe used to work for Starbucks. Hence, the coffee here tastes alot like Starbucks coffee. They're right. I ordered Caramel Macchiato. And yeah, it tastes like Starbucks' Caramel Macchiato - for a cheaper price. Medium cup is at P90.00. Cool huh?

Caramel macchiato, medium.

Where to shop
Yeah, i think everyone knows that there's the D'Mall. This place has been pretty much commercialized. They got Rudy project, Nothing but Water, Ice Monster, a deli shop that is similar to Santi's, a convenience store. They even got to put a mini ferry's wheel. Hehe.
Stuff here can be pretty pricey, but hey, if you're too lazy to haggle and would want convenience, this place is for ya.
The shop that I loved the most is The Wet Shop. When I was with my officemates two weeks ago, we got to discover this place. Actually I noticed this shop last november, but just shrugged off since their stuff are really expensive. but my officemate happened to purchase a bag from them for P75.00 only. It's made of plastic, it's perfect when you're there in Bora. Really nice, I like it. But if you'll use it here in Manila, you'd look like a highschool girl. hehehe. I also got to buy coin purses. Made of real leather. Price range for this is P79-89.00. Bought several as christmas gifts. hehe. I saw a cowboy hat when I was there; When my family and I came back there for Christmas, I finally bought it for P230.00. Love it!

When I bought this hat, I spoke to the sales lady and told her that they should put up another outlet, this time in Manila. She called this lady and told her what I said. Then I happened to speak to her. She was the owner of the shop. Cool. They are the ones who own Yvonne's (Girls you should be familiar with this brand. hehe). She said they are putting up one at Virramall. The maka-masa mall turned into uber posh mall in Greenhills. Their accessories are just da bomb. I wanted to buy but they are pretty costly. hehe. I hope their shop here in Manila wouldn't sell stuff that high cause they won't have to spend alot for shipping unlike in Bora right?

Let's talk about Tiangge. Yep there's a lot in Bora, but I strongly suggest you take the loooooong walk 'til Station 3 (yeah i know it's faaaaaar, but it's worth it)
The less people there are, the cheaper the people sell stuff there. Take for example when I was there last November, I bought a pair of boarshorts in this tiangge area near D'Mall. P180 dude. Cheap? Not really. The next time I was there I was able to buy a pair for P140. Reversible boardshorts. When my officemates told us that there's this talipapa in station 3, I was able to buy a pair for P100.00. See the difference? hehehe. The long walk is gunna be worth it, believe me.=)
Oh, I got to buy this pair of white cheesecloth slacks for p130.00. Really cool. a Must have.

Where to hang-out
Last November had I only got the chance to hangout at Cocomangas (beachfront). Lucky to meet a cute dj (thanks Romie!). hehe. I love the place. The food is good. You must try their pizzas. Yum yum! They play the best house music there is! I think I got all the songs they played when I was there.

If you really really wanna shake your hump hump hump and par-tay, there's Pier One and Cocomangas (back outlet). The crowd can be jologs at times, so yeah, your choice.=p Pier One's bangenge drink is just crazy. a mix of 14 (or 16 i think) different liquors. imagine that. I wasn't even able to finish it. hehe. When I was with my officemates, we went to Cocomangas, and one of our boss had ordered their famous pizza, and this illusion shaker. shooters that's good for the whole group. You do the pouring. Though I wasn't feeling really well at that time, i really enjoyed it.=p

illusion shaker.

For the rasta wannabes, Pat's Creek Bar and Bom Bom Bar is the place. It was romie who first took me there, and then when my family and I were there, I took Joes there. Really good, especially where there are performances. How I wish I was able to catch Brown Men revival there. That'll be a blast.

@ Pat's Creek Bar. Christmas Eve.

What to do
Didn't do much with water activities though. Just went island hopping with the family. Didn't have the chance to try the Fly fish. If you're planning to try the Banana boat, go for the fly fish instead. Banana boat isn't that exciting, unless you force yourself to fall off the banana. I'm hoping to get on the fly fish the next time i go there. Parasailing, jetskiing, scuba diving are very costly; but if you got the moolah to waste, why not. I don't. hehe. Snorkling is good too, if you can't afford scuba diving. 8-12 feet deep is a good place to snorkle. I loved the view underwater.

For everything else, just enjoy the sun, the sand, and the beach.
Don't go home without a henna.;)
Bora is one hell of a paradise. (paradox ito?) hehe.
Though I've been to Bora thrice this year, na konti lang ang time gap, i'll never get sawa. The best pare.(",)
So when are we coming back guys?=)

Bora...again...and again. hehe.

2005-12-23T22:25:00.000+08:00

sunny sunday.
Originally uploaded by shoe_addict25.

Yep. I'm going back to Bora tomorrow...It has been less than a week since I was there... and last month I was there also. I haven't even made a blog about that - to think I was so0o0 excited that time.

1st time (Nov. 16-20)- My Singaporean boss sent me to Bora w/ our Sales Manager for a Marketing Forum. I represented the company for that event together with our cool sales manager.=p
Did not really have a day off that time, but the experience was worth it.=) Met this cool dj at Cocomangas. He's a former actor - Cholo Escano. I just loved it when he played almost all of my favorite house music when we were there. Favorite memory? Me and romie dancing in the BeAcH while Cholo playing the best house music on our last night there.

2nd time (Dec. 17-20) - The owner of The Panoly had decided to send all the Manila Staff to Bora for the Christmas party. He decided to have the xmas party there. Maybe to bond the manila and boracay staff. (yeahhhh right). hehe.
I am s0o0o0o not gonna ride a ship ever. hehe. I felt so sick. specially when we were about to sleep. Really had fun in Bora 'cause I was with the coolest peeps - my cool officemates..friends! Favorite memory: Having so much fun at the bar in MBRS ship...then practicing our presentation number for the xmas party in the ship - with all those mega waves and rain. Imagine that.=D

3rd time (Dec 24-26) Yeah. This is tomorrow! I'll be with my family...Yep, we'll be spending Christmas there. First time to spend Christmas away from home and away from relatives...Hope I'd still have fun though it'll be my 3rd time there this year...I'm just so blessed.=p Hey, I might catch Cholo again there...he said he'll be there til next year. Cool.=p

check out my new pics from Bora (2nd time) at my Friendster photo album and Flickr.=)

Resurrection...In Mourning.

2005-12-04T14:11:00.000+08:00

Head in hands
Originally uploaded by Bum Fluff.

As I told you, the next time I'll make a blog, I'll make sure I'll be writing it using MY computer, 'cause my pc has been broken for like..3months?! Can't believe it's been that long.

So yeah, I'm using my pc now...

Am I happy?!

I guess. You can say that I guess.

Well guess what. I'm starting from scratch. My PC DOES NOT HAVE ANYTHING in it.

Nada.

Zero.

when my pc brokedown months ago, MY brother promised that he will recover everything in my pc.

Well, promises are made to be broken.

ALL the files I have compiled, created, saved, accumulated. whatever you want to say.

It's all gone.

Pictures..(OMFG. to think I'm a f*ckin sucker for pictures.) Grad pics, the first time I went to Bora, pictures from College, ALOT.

MP3s that I have patiently downloaded over the internet (think of the dial-up days...FUCK!)

My recipes. (shit. I trashed all my scratch papers that has scribbles of recipes that I was able to get from college and those tv shows and compiled them in one MSWord file. I could have passed that to the next generation.)

And only God knows what else is still in my beloved Drive D.

Vanished just like that.

It's like you've been robbed. Something very special was taken away from you. That's the feeling.

I have mourned for days now. But yeah. You cant cry over spilled milk.

Quite happy though. I get to touch my keyboard and mouse again.

Joes actually brought back my CPU last night, but I only installed everything today when I woke up at nine. There I go. Saw the empty "My Pictures", "My Music" folders....WAAAAAAAH!

Well I guess my brother has been bothered by his guilt. He installed everything I need. Even the pTorrent he strongly said he won't give me.

I can start over again I guess... new life. Hirap pare.

MP3s I can download the whole day...but with the picturesSsSs I have lost...men, where can I get all that back?!

thank God I got friends. Cause I email them frequently w/ recent pictures of us whenever we go out, and I havent deleted my sent items in my emails yet, so that's good...

But what about the rest....Gone. Gone forever. Sigh.

Well that's life. Shit happens.

I know you're thinking that I should have a back up of all my files. I would have done that if my pc was still bootable at that time. I know. No excuses.

I have a back up cd..but this was a long time ago... hehe. Haven't seen it in a long time, so I'll find out later if I'll be happy or not.

Since my pc is okay again, I was able to listen to my wide collection of house music...

Ahhhhh.....Shet parang drugs men...I felt so high. Whew. House music rules! I love Hed Kandi!

Uplifted my spirits. I know I should be down because I lost alot of stuff, but listening to this shit is just making me high I swear!

Ohwell. I guess this is enough for today. I can get back to my pc anytime I want to.

Got alot of things to share also...job opportunity at Bizu, 5th monthsary, and my trip to Bora!!!

Laterz guys.(",)

P.S. Hey, if I emailed you any pictures of us, can you email 'em to me? hehe. Thanks.

2005-11-15T17:58:00.000+08:00

You Are a Chick Rocker!

You're living proof that chicks can rock
You're inspired by Joan Jett and the Donnas
And when you rock, you rock hard
(Plus, you get all the cute guy groupies you want!)

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

Vain.

2005-11-05T19:37:00.000+08:00

a handle
Originally uploaded by Genista.

Fill in the blanks about ME and send it back to
ME. But first send a blank one out to all your
friends, including me, so we can return the favor
to you.

And be honest, this is fun!!!

Your name:

Take a stab at my middle name :

Where did we meet?

Do I believe in God?

How long have you known me?

Do I smoke?

What was your first impression of me upon meeting?

Color of my eyes:

Do I have any siblings?

What's one of my favorite things to do?

Do you remember one of the first things I said to you?

What's my favorite type of music?

Am I shy or out going?

Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?

What's your favorite memory of me?

Any special talents:

If there was one good nickname for me, what would
it be?

If you and I were stranded on a desert island,
what one thing would I bring?

Am I the kind of person that would stick up for
the underdog, or bully?

My worst quality?

Do I like Coke or Pepsi?

Am I liberal or conservative?

Is there an evil twin living in me?

If you could change my FIRST name, what name would
you chose for me?

Why do you think I was placed on this earth?

Do I drink alcohol?

What is my favorite color of clothing to wear?

Have i done drugs?

Gimme some lovin'.

2005-11-01T19:58:00.000+08:00

BIG HUG
Originally uploaded by David McCreath.

Note: WTF!!!! While I was doin' this blog Mozilla just went crazy! I wasn't even able to copy my blog. Now I have to start again. Focker!!!! I'm just so pissed. This is not the first time!!!

Phew.

YES I"M STILL ALIVE! 4 months of not blogging baby...Pretty tough for meeh... This is my outlet maaaaan....

Reasons for not blogging for the past 4 months:

1. Tired from work
2. Just way to0oh lazy
3. Tryin' to make myself watch tv...I've been so freakin' outdated with what's goin' on around the world.
4. Been busy with my boyfriend. hehe.

last but not the least:

5. My pc is fucked up - again.

Yep. It's been like more than a month since it brokedown. Joes couldn't figure out what was wrong (nothing's wrong with the pc daw, it's the user..as$)...he brought it to a service center...They said the motherboard and the processor are busted and needs to be replaced. Joes said i have to shed like 6k for that. Huwaaaaat. No way. Not now. Now that I've learned to save money and stopped myself from shopping (err...still do but not that much anymore!)...I'll ask mom to pay it for meeh. hehehe.

A whole lotta stuff has happened to meeh (obviously, it's been 4 freakin' months)
...Hmmm, where do I start...Let's see if I'll still remember 'em:

-more people from work have resigned, not a good sign, eh?

-the GM of the company has asked me for a "better" job opportunity/position, but I turned it down for some reasons

-still goin' strong with my hunny=) (ooh, we watched Nina's concert on our 3rd monthsary.=D)

- saw my bestest friends again at jesse's surprise party..missed them so0o much!

-Hanged out at Hyatt Casino Manila (where jesse works). Another friend gave us a tour there, we hanged out at the Presidential Suite...just the coolest baby.=)

-piggggged out at Jesse's extended bday

-Par-tayd my ass out last Saturday at Malate with barkada and officemates..had so0o0o much fun.=)

-there were a couple of cuties, but my boyfriend was with me, so behave ako. hehehe

and toohday:

Today is my boyfriend and I's 4th monthsary (yeah I know, November 1. hehe). I got quite sad and pissed cause he slept so early the night before. I wanted to talk to him that night so0o0 bad. So yeah, we argued again and shit...but we're okay now...Did nuthin' special...he's in Batangas, and I'm here in Caloocan. Blah.

And the main event today (bwahaha):

Woke up at like 10:30 in the morning. Saw our cute preggy pup fiona in the couch. Sat with her while eating junk food. When I suddenly saw her shaking and cryin a bit...Then saw her thingy expand and shit. Ohno I told myself. Could she be givin' birth. Mom and my yaya arent home, they're in the cemetery. I'm like all alone. I was like goin' ballistic, good thing i heard something downstairs. dad and Joes are home! Hah.

To cut the story short, yup, Fiona gave birth. With dad's recently discovered talent for giving puppy birth. hehehe... I was his lil nurse helper. hehehe. 2 cute girl pups, and one really really cute boi pup.=)

Oo0h..Forgot to tell sumthin'! I'm going to Bora! I know this is like the nth time I said this but dint really go. Hehe. My boss is sending me there for the Marketing Forum. I'll be the one to present our company and all that shit. hehe. Hopefully this one is really tuloy na...=) Nov.. 17-20 baby... I only said yes to my boss when I asked for a 1 whole day vacation there in Bora, he said yes without hesitation...Woohoo!

So even tho my mum dint allow me to go to Puerto with Edroy nor Batangaas for a day trip with Dennis, it's fine with me - I guess. There's always a next time right? Bwaha. haha. (",)

I hope the next time I blog, I'll be using my oh so dearly pc.

Laterz.=p

Whirwind Week.

2005-07-03T19:32:00.000+08:00

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Originally uploaded by raulroa.

Ohyeah. Say that again. Literally a wHiRlWiNd week.

Wonder what this pic is all about? You're about to find out. Read on babeh.

Let me tell you what happened, one by one.

1. My boss got fired.
Well...not really fired, but they asked her to file for resignation. I think the GM didn't like her. Po0or boss.=( I know in my previous blog i said how much my boss annoys me, but the fucken management isn't fair. They shouldn't have done that. I got so shocked with the news. When I got to talk to my boss about what happened, I felt sad and sorry for her. I want to work for her and nobody else in the company. I think. hehe. My new boss is the Singaporean guy who hates girls from La Salle. He said it's a bitch school. Screw you asshole! He had a traumatic experience with a lasallite He got dumped. Hahaha. Good for ya. No girl would want a guy who can't pronounce properly. He pronounces "with" as "WIF" and "twelve" as "CHWELF". And he lacks a lot of S's with plural words. I just laugh my ass off everytime he speaks. Ohwell. How will I be able to build my respect for this guy? Oh forget it. He's not worth respecting. He's just an ass. I just hope I can focus with all the work I should accomplish before I leave him...Why would i leave him? Let's get to the next story...

2. Re-staffing of the whole organization at the Panoly.

Yep. Panoly has a new GM. So he rules. Whatever he says will be done. He has a cost-cutting project, and that includes taking off some manpower. Whew. I found that out through an email at my boss's (x boss i mean) email account for the ofc...So I was pretty nervous because they can take me out since I'm still on probi...
Early this week the GM came here in Manila and together with the sales team and top management, we had a meeting. He was asking us one by one what background we had. He asked me first and asked what course I took. Proud to be an HRIM student ehem!=D He asked what was my major and I said I took all three: culinary, management and tourism. He asked howcome, and I said that's what College of St. Benilde was offering at my time. As if a bell rang when he heard me say College of st. Benilde. He said, "Uh, really? You're from Benilde? Interesting. I'll keep that in mind." Uh. Okay. What was that all about? That kept me puzzled.
Then at around an hour before the day ends for me at work, this GM guy called me as asked me to come with him at the conference room. Fcuk. What does this Danish guy want (im not even sure if he's danish!). He was holding my 201 file. And then there it went.

I got a lot of compliments from this guy. Gave me a lot of affirmations. He was impressed with my resume and transcripts. He said he thinks I'm wasting my time in Sales. I got a lot of potentials and he thinks I'm an asset to the company....So0o0o0o0o0o....
He wants me to work in Boracay.

Front Office Supervisor.

Damn managerial position.

*shocked*

So0o0o. Well. Yeah.

It's either I accept it, or tender my resignation. I got no place in Manila anymore but Boracay. Whew.

So yeah, I decided last Friday 'cause I have to.

Yep, I'm going.

I'll be an Island Girl in no time.

Leaving on Aug.1, tentatively. Whew.

and the last one...

3. Got a boyfriend na.
Yup. Last July1. Nyak Criselle pareho pa tayo ng date. hehe. Did I just do something stupid? Kung kelan ako aalis tska pa ko magbboyfriend?
Well I just told Dennis that I'm happy that I finally got to tell him how I feel now that I'm leaving. Telling him how I feel doesn't necessarily mean that we have to be "together". He was supportive of the job offer I had. And he wants this relationship to continue.

So un. May bf na ko. Hehehe.=) I am totally clueless on what else is gunna be in store for me. Just hoping for the best.

G'luck Patricia.

Re-charge me.

2005-06-22T01:12:00.000+08:00

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Originally uploaded by sheldonschwartz.

Demmet tagal kong walang post a! =p

I think I'm starting to get saturated with my work. Starting to hate my boss na. She's so forgetful, she needs a new word for forgetful. Ulyanin kamo. Ayoko sa lahat is when i have to repeat things. Ponyeta talaga. Wahehe.

I dunno. Maybe it's just this week and the other week. Ngarag rin boss ko 'cause she's being pressured by the new ass GM eh. hehehe. CEO is phucken rude rin. Somehow I pity my boss. Sometimes i want to kill her. wahehe.

Ohyeah, we moved to Makati na pala... Whew. Still adjusting to all the shit. Hehe. I'm a Makati gurl now! hehe.=p

Had a good day today. Quite. Hehe.
Though my boss reprimanded me with some stuff, I'm still fine. I think I'm getting immune with it na ata.=p

My boss asked me to come have lunch with her. I already planned to have crackers for lunch since i still felt guilty about having a midnight snack. Sir Carlo and Ate Ethel had each of their reasons why they can't come...so there was just me and my boss...Pocha, and bait ko! Sinamahan ko siya kahit asar ako! Naawa rin naman ako, the thought of her eating lunch alone.=p

Anyhoo, we still aren't familiar with the places near our office, so we decided to stroll to look for other possible places to eat. We thought we saw a korean resto, filkor pala - damn travel agency.=p We decided to go back and eat at fondue nalang sana, when we saw Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf (hi Coy. hehe) Told my boss they serve pasta and other stuff aside from coffee...Ayun gutom na siguro kaya pumayag. Hehe. I planned to have ice blended Black forest lang...Boss wanted me to share with her. Mmmm...Yum yum foodies...baad. what happened to the diet. hehe. She ordered this salmon salad, pasta, ice blended drinks. Tapos may free cheesecake pa. yummee! Boss made libre. Ohwell! hehehe. I deserve it! Nangarag ako for weeks!=D
Talked about lotsa stuff...okay naman boss ko eh...wag lang ngangaragin talaga. hehehe.

And then while we were hanging out at Coffee Bean, I heard it. Anton Ramos' album! Dammit! That's one of the first house cds I bought! I love that album! Nyeta! Got so high men! The songs that were playing uplifted me right away...Emotions shifted from pissed off to totally energized and refreshed. That's what music can do to me.=)

Ayun na ang highlight ng araw ko today. hehe.

Shieet, ang gaganda ng residential areas sa Salcedo Village. Wonder when the hell will I be able to afford to get a place of my own there. Asa.

Going home from makati is such a hassle. Phuck the jeepneys and fx na laging puno. Officemates and i waited for like 30minutes before getting a ride. Demmet.

So anyways, met this guy pala...Not that ready to talk about that here yet... i'll get ready for that on my next blog...=D

Masabi lang na may post ako dito noh? What a total piece of crap.

I wish I could write as well as my bro and his buddy bloggers.=p

Ohwell. till next biatches. hehe.

Pain, and my love for shoes (An analogy) =)

2005-05-19T21:03:00.000+08:00

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Originally uploaded by shoe_addict25.

As I posted on my last blog, I said that I was able to get a great deal with this pair of killer boots...I just love 'em. And I was able to make an analogy out of this freakin' pair of shoes.=) Bare with me if I won't make sense to you. haha.

The first time I wore it for work, I felt like crying 'cause it was hella painful. But you gotta understand, it's called "breaking in". Right? haha.

I swore to myself that I won't wear it the next day because it's just way tooh painful for my cute feet (hehe)... But I changed my mind thinkin', how will my feet get used to the shoes if I won't wear it again? Right? So I wore it the next day.

Pain. Dammit. Pain. I tried to endure it again. My brother would always tell me how stupid I am to choose fashion over comfort. Ohwell. The shoes look really hot. hehehe. The second day was a painful day for my feet, but I was able to endure it.

And today, I decided to wear the freakin' boots, still. How pasaway can i get. wahaha.

And surprisingly enough, I didn't feel as much pain compared to the previous days. I felt pain, and then it'll go. Come and go. It was like that today. But it was a lot more bearable than the previous days.

SoOoO...I think what my feet felt during these previous days, is how i deal with...life? love? pain? shit? Hahaha.

Sometimes (or most of the time? dunno.), I still go for things that I know would do me no good. I'd still go for stuff that i know would give me pain. Maybe it's because I always think that maybe things would work out, or sumthin' good would eventually happen, or I'm just stupid and weird and crazy, or whatever.

So I guess this is how I normally react when I get into situations like this. I try to bear the pain, though sometimes I feel like giving up. But then, I get to force myself to hold on, and endure the pain. Until I get to feel the numbness. Until I can say the words "bring it all on!".

Hey, bring it all on.

But then, if you tell me I'm strong...it doesn't actually mean I don't feel no pain. I do. Lotsa. It's just a matter of how one deals with it. Ohwell. I dunno what I'm getting into right now.

Dunno what to say anymore...Bitin noh? Hehehe. Suddenly got distracted. Panira! hehe.

Stupid me. wahaha.

Pucha, did i make any friggin' sense here?=D

But anyway, I wonder IF I'll wear my boots tomorrow. What do you think?=)

MoViNg On.....!

2005-05-15T16:16:00.000+08:00

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Originally uploaded by Dan Stringle.

Yeah...Happy. LoL.

Went major shopping yesterday at Robinson's Place...Major Sale! Got a freakin' pair of killer boots for P499. I can't believe it myself. The shoes looks like it was bought for P3k. Hahahah.

Went shopping to death, though I still wanted to buy more...wahaha=)

But I'm happy. =)

Quite pissed off because my friends and I were supposed to go out yesterday. I dunno what happened. Dammit. Edroy can't drink anymore. Can't believe it. Hehe... Too bad Edroy. You're gunna have to watch us drink everytime we get to have our gimik nights...hehehe.

...I was able to have a good talk with a friend the other day. That made me happy. It's been a while since we last talked. Saw another side of this person, I never thought I'd see. But still, he is what he really is.=p

My highschool friend gave my number to her guy friend. He started texting yesterday. I thought it was just fine. But I got freakin' annoyed when he kept on miscalling me. Dude, that's what I hate the most. As in. I bullied my guy officemate for doin' that miscalling shit. Now he learned his lesson. So please stop miscalling me for crying out loud, will ya? Don't you have money to really call? Wahaha.

Still I'm happy. He asked for my number because he finds me cute. Wahaha. Confidence booster. Good one. Hehehe.

I'm still very much hooked up on House Music...and i dunno how long i will be hooked. It helps me alot. Lifts me up through my shitty moments. I can't believe it myself - that freakin' music can elevate one's mood. I love it.
I'm lovin' Moony right now...Thanks Marc for suggesting that "flying away" single of Moony...Now I'm listening to "Point of View" for the Nth time! Not getting tired of it! hahaha... And that "Dove/I'll be loving you" track tooh! Love it.=)

...But still...yeah, I'm still thinking of him. Miss him terribly. Wondering how he is. Fock shit. Such an asshole.

Now I'm confused. I don't know if this "happy feeling/happy moments" is real, or if I'm just forcing myself to cheer up.

What do you think?

Haay.

LaChRyMoSe.

2005-05-04T22:28:00.000+08:00

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Will somebody freakin' cheer me up? I've been like this for days already.

Good thing I got gay officemates. Yeah, 2 of them are not just HaPpY, they're homos tooh. They make me laugh at times. And this one homo's got a lovah boi. Imagine that. I got defeated by a faggot. And I got a free love advice from him tooh. But dang, he didn't have any idea what situation I was in.

But still...

I'm drowning in MeLaNcHoLy.

Just take this terrible feeling off my chest (no, i don't think it's the cough that's giving me a hard time breathing)...

Solitariness.

Is this one thing i should get used to? Actually, I think I am starting to... But i dunno...

What a drama queen. I better stop this.

There's no use of making myself get affected with the situation. Things were too early to tell anyway. Edroy was right. And I was stupid to think there was something in there. I thought I was in for something much better than the previous one.

Hey, not my fault. He's good. He's the complete package. Or so I thought. I didn't notice this friggin' flaw of his. Argh.

Whatever.

O Joes, you got what you ask for. A new post. What the hell can you say now. Argh again.

Somebody kill me. =p

I Better Start Believing Things Like This Really Happen.

2005-04-28T18:07:00.000+08:00

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Originally uploaded by Bingo Little.

Whoa. Grabe man. Things like this really happen pala talaga. And I'm in complete disbelief.

SoMe MEN are such LIARS (O, I dint generalize ha, SoMe...or shall i say majority?)! Caught them red handed, but still won't admit it! Deny to death talaga! Whoa.

I don't think I can lie like THAT! Grabe talaga maaan!

Well I know things like this really happen ofcourse, but now that i myself encountered this, I'm just having a hard time to believe it! Still shocked. Hay. I think I better get used to this. Shit happens talaga!

So what's the best strategy for this shit? Hmmm.... I think I'll play along. We'll see.

Well, with this situation, my life isn't THAT affected, fortunately. haha. I'm just so shocked, I'm laughing in disbelief. Thank God I AM NOT THE GIRL. Thank God I wasn't fooled! Well he still is trying to, but hey, I know all about it na. Wala ka nang takas dude. I'd just kill this boi if ever he was my boo. But hell yea, not my prob. I'll have fun nalang. Play along dude! wahaha.

Dami rin kasing girls na nagpapaloko eh. Ayan tuloy. I hope I'll be smart enough not to be fooled like that. But if I don't crash to the ground, how will I learn? Ohwell.

God, how can people lie like this? It's like as if they don't have a heart.

Grabeee talagaaa as in!

Get used to this Patty. More assholes to come. wahaha.

21. No More ExcusEs. Ã

2005-04-26T18:27:00.000+08:00

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HeYyY!!!!! Turned 21 last April 22.... Well....Yeah I'm 21. Damn old already!

Had KFC for my officemates that day....Yum yum....Carlo chipped in also 'cause he wasn't able to treat us on his birthday like 2 weeks ago...cool. Tipid! hahaha.

Went to Makati with Ate Grace that afternoon for a seminar/meeting with Sea air...Boring at first, but it was ayt.=) Peeps were nice....Elo called up while I was at the meeting...Ssh! I'm in a meeting! hahaha.☺

On our way back to the office (yeah, still came back to the office!), I was feelin' kinda baad already - again. I thought i was okay already, but I'm not! I've had this friggin' fever since Sunday and I found it alarming to still have fever and hyperacidity for almost a week already! Damn...

So happy when it was 6pm already...Oops. Went to Rob Place to buy myself some stuff...Think: I was feeling queasy, yet I still have the audacity to shop.=p Badluck. The atm machine is busted. So I went home. Hahaha. I haven't withdrawn any money yet since the 15th. wahaha. How kuripot can I get? =D

Went to the hospital to have my checkup. I told mum I wanted to have a one. I was worried already. Stupid nurses pricked my finger TWICE, when it shoulda been once. Blah. Results of the medical test? Doc said I haven't been drinking enough water, and I have this stomach infection thingy. Damn. It must be manang's food. Shit. Where the hell would I eat lunch now? Hmph.

I cant have the following:
juice
coffee
greasy food
dairy products
WAAH.=(

Though I was feeling unwell, I still told my fam I wanted to have dinner that night. I wanted to eat at Tempura, so yeah we went there...But the road near Tempura's closed - there's this road party shit. Baaadtrip. Saw Okuya... Japanese foodie...so yeah, decided to eat there...Yum yum! The best food was Sukiyaki...I wanted to eat alot cause the food's really good, but my tummy won't let me....waah.

Elo texted that night askin' if I was with my fam, i said yeah. He wanted to take me to Starbucks. Starbucks is just near Okuya. I wanted to go out with him after having dinner, but I dunno how to break it to my family. wahaha. My rents would kill me. hehe. So I said no. And besides, I was feeling queasy already. I don't wanna look funny infront of him. hahaha.

The next day:
Halfday work.
Work work work as usual. Finished the contracts.

Got pissed at Julius for still miscalling me every night when I told him to quit tha shit. Man, I'm telling you, you gotta know me first before you piss me off. If you're serious, well dude sorry, you got zero chances. If you're foolin' around, dude, that's the most unfunniest thing to do. I'm telling you. You'll be sorry if you won't stop. I'm gunna kick your ass I swear.

Anyhoo...haha. Went home right away....Oh. no. Went to rp to buy myself some stuff from Mango. Well, Happy Birthday. Wahaha. Then I went home....Surfed the net. Fever went high. Damn it. Took a nap. Woke up. Fever still high. I'm supposed to pick up Karlie at Manila Hotel by 6.30 the least. I started fixing myself at 6pm. damn. I wasnt feelin well hello! I was kinda scared to take a bath with a high fever. Thought I might die or sumthin. haha. I wasnt really feelin' good the whole time I was fixin' myself. But I can't back out man, there's a party waiting for me...and cris' too. Yeah, a party for me and Cris since it's her birthday on the 25th.=)

Asked my yaya to secretly buy me Tempra so mum wouldn't know. She might not let me go out if she finds out im still sick. But she found out, and I was still able to go out. haha.

Left the house around 7pm already...I felt bad for Karlie 'cause her shift was over since 6pm. so sorry... Pasay Road was closed at that time, so that's extra hassle. Saw each other at around past 7:30....hehe.

Elo hasn't texted me the whole day so I dint know if he was coming of not. Pissed, I texted him askin' if he was still alive and coming to the party. Yea, he said he's still alive and on his way already. hahaha. whatev.

Cris' called me up askin' where we were...Alot of people are in the resto already, she said. hehe. Damn. Sorry so late.

Arrived at Giligan's at around past 8... Didn't expect a lot of people would come! Though 4 of my barkadas weren't there, damn I was soooo happy!=)

Friends who came:
Harry
Cris
Karlie
Caren
Hazel
Pio
Jen
Criselle and her date
Bernice
Ange
Arni
Abby
Marielle
Cedric
Topher
Rex and his friend
Coy =p (gerry's na)
Jamir (gerry's na. hehe)
Star (just dropped by)
Elo ☺

(did i forget anyone? hope not!☺)

Our block almost got complete.☺ Too bad my close friends weren't there...Nevertheless I'm really really happy. Bawi next time Edroy, Jesse, Cha and Analyn alright! MishOoO!=)

Went to Gerry's afterwards to drink. Just had one bottle of beer...err.... less than a bottle. hehe. Stupid tummy eh! Hay...good times....This will be too long if i elaborate...hehe.

Elo took me home.☺ thanks elo...I felt embarrassed, I din't know the way home from makati. haha. I'm such a road moron. Well there are alot of ways to go home. so the ways have jumbled in my head...hahaha.

Bottom line is, this is one of the most happiest birthdays I've ever had. Thanks so much guys. Wuvv Yooh All!!!! (",)

Blue Skies....Damn.

2005-04-20T23:49:00.000+08:00

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Originally uploaded by kmo911.

Damn like this picshure alottt...blue skies! Drift to the music...wahaha. I'm remembering sumthin'...=D

I've fallen inlove with house music...really baad.(",) wuvv wuvv.

SoOoO...I'm supposed to blog here tomorrow...I was trying the blog from Friendster...But it won't load up. SoOo damn slowWw...So I'll post it here...Hmph.

stupid.

here's my supposed blog for friendster... Still try to make a decent one here tom though...

Whoa. Another blog. Can I handle this? I still love my blogger (http://its-patty-lets-party.blogspot.com) ....but hell yea, i'll try this one...Maybe i can use this for short, random blogs....=D

So okay....I was sick last Sunday, but I still went to work on Monday...'cause I was feelin' alright then...but when I came home I was feelin' really bad already....Decided not to go to work on Tuesday...But I felt like I was still workin'! I emailed my boss all the pending stuff that shoulda been done first thing in the morning...then people are calling me from my cellphone to bug me about work stuff!!! HelloOoOo....for cryin' out loud I'm sickKk. *sniff sniff*

Rested the whole day on Tuesday though peeps keep buggin' meeh....was able to catch a replay of conan o' brien in the afternoon. damn i missed that show so baad. haha. Good vibes!=) Still sick later that night...was unsure if i should go to work the next day.....slept early...

Then at 2AM, I was awakened by a damn phonecall from my sun...It was Coy...ahaha. WTF? 2AM in the morning? what were yooh thinkin'?! Kayo nila Edroy and Rex ang lakas ng tripping! bwahahaha. Namimiss ba ako? wahaha. Napaghahalata ka na Coy ha....HEHEHE. but good thing yooh guys woke me up....I had to take my medicine....=)

So okay, I went to work today, Wednesday. And I had a lot of stufffff to doOoOo....walang patawad men....Damn....I didn't think I would work that much to thinkk that I'm sick....What's worse is that, I worked overtime...for 2 WHOLE HOURS! 'til friggin' 8PM! Whew! It's because of this friggin' event in Bora that I'm trying to fix....no one else can do the job but me. This company needs me soOo baad. hahaha. The best compensation for this hard work is for them to take me to Bora on Friday, which is the date of the big event, and my friggin' birthday at the same time! Waah! Damn it.

SoOoOo...I got home at around 9PM tonight due to my friggin' overtime work... My fever is wayYy damn high right now...like 38 plus....and I'm still making this blog instead of calling it a night.=p

...2 days til my birthday...and no parTeEe plans yet...I was holding on to Bora that's why i dint make any plans....damnnn!!! Cris and I are planning having a party together since it's her birthday on the 25th....and she and harry are leaving for the States soOn...So it's like Patty's Birthday PartEeE SLASH Cris' Birthday Party SLASH Cris and Harry's Despedida Party.=)

Giligan's then Vbar after...whatchuthink?=) If not, kroks nalang uli tapos absinth/vodka ice ba un sa greenbelt...hehehe. Bahala na! Damn H13 magparamdam kayo! We can't beeee tooh busy workin'! Let's PartEeE!!! If only a few people can make it on Saturday, malamang move namin ni Cris to on the 29th. Yooh better be free guys, if not...patay kau sakennn...Teehee.

Sus...i thot i was just gunna make this friendster blog for ShOrT, random blogs...Random nga....supah longgg naman..ahaha. next time, next time.=) Sa blogger ko naman, check it out!(",)

PeEsh.=)

E for Effort.

2005-03-31T22:47:00.000+08:00

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The other day, last Tuesday, i was literally running for my life.
tick tock said the clock.
Punch in. 9:01am.
Dammit i was late for work. One minute. WtF.
I could still feel the pain in my legs for running so hard.
I hate being late for cryin' out loud.
Now whose fault is it? Well...the driver. lol Stupid driver.

Wednesday.
It was like an hour before 6pm, and i was almost done sending the contracts for travel agencies.
When Carlo noticed something wrong with the contract. Again.
I sent the friggin' contracts already. And I wasted rims of paper for this contracts already. And I'm freakin' tired.
But there is a God. Carlo's suggestion and my wits have jived.
Worked overtime for two whole hours and a couple of minutes to fix this shit.
Damn, had things done 'til 8pm. Oh well. overtime pay. yey.

And toohday.
I was able to make up for all the shit i did on the previous days...And did some shit today tooh. haha. But it's cool. I just hope i would do good tomorrow. Dammit, it's just soOo difficult when people expect a lottt from yooh. Hey, please don't forget. I don't know everything. (",)

This officemate of mine is still hitting on me. For cryin' out loud, i have standards when it comes to men. lol. Hey, I'm not that desperate yet. Hahaha...sooo mean.

Hey! I didn't know I have communication allowance...HR told me I do...cool...Money for meeh! Just got it today...wahaha.

My friend's wedding is coming...April 10...still don't have a dress for this occassion...damn....

Can't imagine myself being married at this age...There are just too many stuff I could and would be enjoying right now...right now that I'm single, and young. Blah. I think my point of view on marriage has changed. I dunno. Oh sure, there's this dream of finding the one. But people do change right? It happens all the time. so why settle and get stuck with this person for the rest of your life....Or, i dunno. Maybe it's just because I haven't experienced a genuine relationship for that matter. That's why i think I'm starting to become cynical. nyahahaha.

Life's a beach...err bitch? =p

Speakin' of beach...I have (crossing fingers) slight chances of going to Bora...on my birthday! But it's all for the work thingy. Damn, I just hope the company would send me there....Slim chances...but hell yeah, what do you know...=)

Oh yeah, the paranoia that i had since Mar.25 is finally over. Hahaha. Damn. I'm sOoO twisted.=)Just happy that it's over. And now I can be a bad girl all over again...ahaha! Just playin.=)

Ugh.

2005-03-13T23:36:00.000+08:00

tongue.
Originally uploaded by shoe_addict25.

What is up with yooh men???

There's just sumthin' in yooh guys that I just don't get.

Ugh again.

Forcing not to get hooked.

2005-03-08T23:38:00.000+08:00

Forcing not to get hooked.
Originally uploaded by shoe_addict25.

I think i had too much today...Ugh. I even burnt my tongue with this caramel macchiato! Awww.... Damn. =p

Too tired from work man...Just wanna post this pic...Not in the mood to tell what happened at work...

I feel like barfing because of the coffee and yosi....damn...I'm so stupid. (^__^) Ennuf...I'm really not a smoker, but I bought a pack of dj mix strawberry. Gave most of the sticks to kuya a while ago when i felt a terrible headache...lol I had enuf. We'll see if I'm gunna say the same thing once I get to Starbucks tomorrow morning. lol

Why are we always like this? We still do stuff that we know that's bad... Ang pilit kase...lol So good yet so bad? lol And I'm not only talkin' about the yosi and coffee ha...^__^

Im so harrassed not only from work but with some other things on my mind...lol I hate this, I can't even speak my mind here...But I do hope you guys get meeh.

Laterz.=p

Acoustic Mood.

2005-03-06T22:19:00.000+08:00

nina
Originally uploaded by shoe_addict25.

Whoa, another blog for this day? lol

I just want to show this cd I bought just a while ago...Too lazy to put norah's and nina's pic in one....photoshop. lol
It's been a whileeee since I last bought an original cd...hahaha.

I'm listening to this cd right now...Damn, a must buy!!! I love Nina! I love all her songs!!! She's sooooo good. I think I'm gunna lose my voice tonight. Sing it! (",)

I also bought lotsa cds yesterday at UM (University Mall)...Aww, miss my school again..hehe. I bought like 6 cds - hey all pirated...lol 3 of those albums are double cds...Hed Kandi. Others are dj tiesto, Ibiza sunset, and the other, Ray Charles, Genius loves company...Got 'em all for P350...not bad huh? lol. Baad. Piracy. Guilty. lol (",)

My latest craze - Hed Kandi collection albums...damn really good album! My Winter Mix cd might break soon!=0 I've been playing it for the longest time... I just saw a li'l crack on the plastic part of the cd...noooooo...I love this cd! I searched on the internet about this Hed Kandi collection...I have like 5 albums...and i lack like....37 more! Can't believe it! dammit...O fellas, my birthday isn't that far anymore ha? lol Pirated Hed Kandi cds will do, P90 lang double cds sa UM... Hahaha.=D

Oo nga noh...my birthday isn't that far...like...wait...47 days?! haha. I did count it just now...ahaha. Turning 21. Wonder what's in store for me. My 20th year is memorable. Haha. I better stop now...haha! Where should we party fellas? (",)

I just remembered I got some stuff I have to do...So...'til next blog! Holler back at meeh biatches. Much Loveee. (",)

Post Valentine Dillema.

2005-03-06T21:35:00.000+08:00

norah jones
Originally uploaded by shoe_addict25.

UgH...lol...Didn't do anythin' last Saturday...Thought I was gunna go out...Oh well! (",)

Dammit...Norah Jones' concert is in less than a week. Don't have tickets. Don't have anyone to come with me. Pathetic. Lol. I can afford the tickets, but it'll be the most pathetic thing to do - go and watch this alone...hahaha...My freakin' friends aren't free on this day! And I think I'm the only Norah Jones fanatic in the group....lol Once in a lifetime thing and I'm gunna miss it. Argh. lol I lovvvve Norah Jones. She just sings the most heartwarming, er...saddest songs ever... Touches my friggin' heart...hahaha.
Nuff said. (",)

I'm taking this chance to blog as much as possible...lol...It's gunna be Monday again...One longggg tiring week from work I bet... Gunna be busy again...
Haha...blog blog blog. (",)

Suppressed Feelings.

2005-03-04T23:25:00.000+08:00

C0ffee and w0rk.
Originally uploaded by shoe_addict25.

My song as of the moment...

Dishwalla
Angels Or Devils

This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna come here tonight
This is the last time, I will fall
Into a place that fails us all, inside

And I can see the pain in you
And I can see the love in you
But fighting all the demons will take time
It will take time

The angels they burn inside for us
And are we ever
Are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
And are we ever gonna come back down
Come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna give in tonight
Are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear, to see

Well I can see the pain in you
And I can see the love in you
And fighting all the demons will take time
It will take time

The angels they burn inside for us
And are we ever
Are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
And Are we ever gonna come back down
Come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

If I were to give in, id give it up
And then
Take a breath, make it deep
'Cause it might be the last one you get
Be the last one
That could make us cold
You know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold.

Whew.

Money Makes the World Go Round?

2005-03-03T23:00:00.000+08:00

pimp money
Originally uploaded by shoe_addict25.

Whoa!!!! Finally!!! I'm in the mood for some blogging!!! I've been wanting to rant about all the stuff that has been happening to my life since my last blog!!!

So yeah, I started working last Feb. 18 at Club Panoly...Sales Coordinator at your service...On that day, I thought I was just gonna go there and get the list of requirements for my work...But I was wrong, I started that day! lol...
I can feel the damn pressure right now...waah. Got reprimanded by my boss for the first time. Not my fault tho!!! I think my boss is fucken' senile. Starting to irritate me, but I should have morrrre patience.Can't give up that easily...but I can feel the pressure already.
I packed all the marketing tool stuff that she needed for her Cebu trip, and the stuff that can't be placed in her smallish luggage are placed in her friggin' table. She didn't see the friggin' stuff on the table. She left it. She was even the one who said that she'll just place the other stuff in her other luggage. HeLLoOo!!! Ugh. Whatev man. The job that was given to me isn't that easy ya know. I'm sorta her right hand... And now that she's in Cebu for this travel mart shit...I got lotsa responsibilities. Can't...breathe...lol
I guess I should relax a bit...I'm killing my own self by bein like this...

The people that I work with are really nice...but there are only like 2 fellas who are almost my age...A guy and a gurl. And that other guy is being paired up with me...lol...He should be okay...BuT he gets intimidated with english easily...and...he's quite what i call, "gramatically impaired"...tsk tsk. My biggest turn off. Ever. I'm soo baad..! (",) But he's nice tho! And funny too.=p

I was singen' Holiday by Madonna a few days before Feb.25....I think this is the first time I ever did enjoy a friggin' holiday...ferreal! No work this day that's why! hahaha! And this holiday turned out to be quite an adventure for me...lol...An unexpected date...lol waahaha. Nothin' serious though...But the greatest adventure to date...Had fun...But I won't elaborate anymore... Hahaha. SsHhh.;)

Girls liking bad boys...What the hell is with this shit? I just don't get it...Yet I think I'm one of them...This is just sooo wrong...hehehe. *gasp* Mixed emotions and shit...I'm not taking this seriously tho...But the thing is that, this can be quite confusing... so confusing I can't even explain it here. I can't justify myself. Hmmm..=p I think I need some damn help. hehe. no, seriously. =p

I wonder what's gunna happen tomorrow... work again...haha. My peeps tell me feeling a lot of pressure from work is just normal. Shit happens daw. Uh, okay. Fine, I'll take it all. BrInG iT ON! (",)

Shit it's almost Saturday...And I still don't have any plans yet for that day...huhuhu. (",) Ugh. Whatev.

I'm soOoOoO happy for finally being able to update stuff herre!!! And look at my pic! Haha... I luv it...lol That's me at work. That's what I do. Count money all day...Nah, just playin'...lol... Hope to take more pics at work next time.=p

Laterz fellas. Holler back at meeh.(",)

Surviving Heart's Day...Second Chances...

2005-02-15T21:11:00.000+08:00

Open Heart

Yes, i survived Valentine's Day yesterday. As what Simon Cowell always says..."Whoopee.", with full of sarcasm...haha.
I have this routine everytime i wake up - grabbing my 2 phones, hoping for a couple of messages to read - but yesterday was quite different. The moment i held my phones, text messages have flooded in already. But I wasn't really cheerful to find out that my phones are full of new messages. How can everyone be so chummy chummy, greeting me a happy valentine's day?! ...Yeah yeah whatev!
Valentine's day are for couples/people who are attached/taken. Not for singles. Yeah we can celebrate the love of our parents and other loved ones, but that is not what Valentine's is really all about right? Imagine how single people endure this 24 hours of celebrating love - alone. Seeing couples so mushy together start to tick me off, i just dunno why. I have this urge of telling them that it'll all be over soon..haha. i'm so bad.
Well hello, everybody has a right to love and be loved too ya know. And i'm being deprived of it right now, and that's why i sound like i hate the whole world.=p Why do bad things keep happening to good people? I also need to feel loved by someone. Experience intimacy, feel the romance. I've been waiting for so long, and no decent guy has come along. All those guys that come my way are like, sorta assholes. hehe. I'm starting to think I'm high maintenance. But nah, not really. If i don't set standards, then what does that make me? See.
Well I think I should stop ranting. Valentine's is over. But I won't deny, whether it be Valentine's or not, I'm still waiting for my guy to come. Valentine's day have just put more pressure into it.

Whatev. (",)

On the lighter side....
Went out today with Karlie. Just gotta have my chillout and Hed Kandi cds back. I missed 'em! We went to school, 'cause she had to have some papers done, certification and stuff. She just got accepted at Manila Hotel, banquet sales...So happy for her, finally one of us already has a job. Ate at Chicken chicken....dang, missed their food so much! Oh how i miss the college days tooh.(",)
Got home pretty early..surfed the net and stuff...Then I got this call that I wasn't expecting at all. Club Panoly called me up again!!! I have an interview with them tomorrow morning...hoping for the best. Then I'll have another interview for Palms Country Club in Alabang on Thursday. All the luck.

Well this is it. It's all up to me to decide for my life. Alabang, or Boracay?! Still thinking of the pros and cons...But I have to decide as soon as possible... Maybe getting a job will make me forget about being single and loveless...or i might meet someone once i get a job. hahaha.

Isn't the picture i chose cute? Just suits my topic for the day. The heart is for the Valentine shit, and the signage that says Open is like an open window...an opportunity for me on having my first job. Cool huh?

Bringin down the house, and regrets?......

2005-02-10T16:35:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey....

It was Tito Hermie's bday party last night, held at tito mert's posh home...:smile: Yesterday was the only time i got to see him since he came back last week..heheh...The party has yummy food! I loved the paella...but i wasnt really able to pig out...dunno why..haha. There were fewer people than expected...Not the party a teenager would want to go to...They're all like grown ups... I was too dressy for the party..haha. Shoulda worn flip flops instead of my pumps...haha. But it was fun though, being with all my relatives and stuff...
My uncle is big time! haha... He had his fraternity brothas come to the party...One's a former senator...cool. and most of them are big time lawyers too...Cool eh? Maybe they can help me get a damn occupation. haha.
Boo...no booze for me?! Haha... Tito Mert just asked the food attendant to serve me red wine. He told me i would barf the next day if i had tequila...haha. Yeah it happened already last new year's eve! Whatev. (",) Well i had fun with the videoke machine at the party though..haha.

Reflections on my freakin life...
Got to talk to Tito Mert at the party last night...he was saying that i shoulda taken the job offer at Boracay...I said i wouldnt be compensated rightly...it's below minimum wage because it was in a provincial rate... But he said that once i get to work in Boracay, the location itself is already a compensation. Exposure is one more thing. He's goddam right. wtf, he makes me regret the decision i made. Shit. Club Panoly (Boracay) called me up again last week asking me again if I want to take a job in their Manila office, or if I really want to work in Boracay, their doors are still open. It took me like a week to finally decide that I am willing to have another interview with them. I replied to the email after a week, and yeah, i still haven't gotten any response. This is just bullshit man. I just hope they would call me again...*crossing fingers*
On my other possible working opportunity...
I'm coming back to Alabang on the 17th...I'll have an interview for Palms country club....Whew. Damn nervous. If i get in, well then this is it. I should take this job even if it means moving away from home. Yeah. Tito Mert said this tooh. That eventually we will all move outta the house and live far away from our folks...i didn't realize that until now. I just love my folks too much.

Maybe one more thing that bothers me is that, if I have to live in a dorm/apartment, there's a big chance of me sharing it with some other people. Just the thought of sharing bathroom with someone else - eew. No... I am such a neat freak, obssessive compulsive, call it whatever you want. And the luxury of having a maid here at home...that's all gunna change once i move...i also won't have cable tv, entertainment system, and most of all BrOaDbAnD baby! And all my dough might go to the apartment rental! Waah! I guess this is what's holding me back from working far from home. This is such a drag. Am I a prima donna??? Damn. hehe. Gotta talk to mom again.

Reality check...Time is always now, as what i always say. If i won't work now, when will i? My career plan is not yet progressing. Wake up patty. Help help. Oh yeah. This is my life. It's me who should decide....Damn confused.

Road to nowhere....and mini porn whatever thingy scandals...

2005-02-06T21:51:00.000+08:00

Okay, as I said in my previous blog, mum and I were supposed to check out Palms Country Club. And yeah we did. Man, Alabang is one long trip from our home. Anyhoo....yeah we saw the place, and it looks freakin' neat. Yeah, I want to work there...And yeah I got a big chance of getting accepted. But the problem is that, it's fucken wayyy tooo long from home. And I gotta get a place near the country club...and there isn't any place to stay near the vicinity...So the main problem is the place where I got to stay... waah! So confused right now. Can't...breathe. Arrgh. I have to decide as soon as possible. Time is always NOW.
Next topic please.

I think celebrity sex videos on MMS are becoming a fad now...hahaha. One by one, FILO celebrities get to be "victims" of this mms video scandal thingy. They all deny to death that they are not the ones on the video. Duh. Their faces and voices are so recognized in those shitty mini porn whatever thingy...haha. If you're gunna ask me if i've seen one, well the answer is, yes. haha. I bet everyone out there has a perverted friend. HaHa. Yeah, there was this time in college where our friend Ced (sorry for spilling out your name ced..haha)showed us this video clip on his cellphone. The first video clip i saw was Aubrey Miles. I forgot what it was all about...hehe. Then the second time, i got to see a video clip of Diana Zubiri. Now in that video clip, she was totally caught unawares (yeah that's unawares. it's a correct grammar, bastard trust me). She was in a photoshoot thingy. Yeech. Don't want to elaborate anymore..haha.
These FILO celebs should look up to Paris Hilton. She's so famous because of her sex videos. And she isn't denying anything about it. Go with the flow dude. haha. Just an opinion fellas. I just noticed this thing. I swear it's becoming a fad among celebrities now. I wonder who's the next victim. Harhar.

I am sooo right! Brini Maxwell is a freakin' MALE!
http://kellyanncollins.com/2004/05/ironic-domesticity-queen-takes-drag.htm
My instincts are freakin' right...haha. I've been curious the whole time, I even got to tell kuya about it, and he got freakin' curious too...he actually found the answer to this..haha.

Shit, seriously...I gotta decide soon on what I want to happen in my life. I keep on complaining that I don't have a job. And yet I got 2 job offers (Club Panoly and Palms Country Club) but still can't decide what to choose and what to do. Why do I get job opportunities in freakin' far places anyway?! Whoaaa!
TIME IS ALWAYS NOW!

...hey, how can a dream feel so real?=p

Definitely NOT heaven! (",)

2005-02-05T22:51:00.000+08:00

Haha. Whatev. Saturday night and I'm stuck at home...lol...The whole week I did nothing but surf the net...DSL baby...lol...
Club Panoly called me up - again [remember the Boracay offer...(posted at Xanga)] They said I'm qualified for their vacant position, which is Corporate Account Executive. Sounds decent, eh? It's a pretty tough job though. Gotta think about it first...Me and mom are gunna go to Alabang tomorrow to check out the my other possible working area...If we get to find a place where i can stay, then I'll take the next step...then I'm gonna have a job finally...and gonna move out of the family's home...But I'm still uncertain of what's gunna happen tomorrow...All the luck! (",) I am so sick of staying and bumming around the house, so I gotta work and do sumthin'! I can't be a pirate forever ya know...hahah.

Took picshures of me yesterday...Had fun editing 'em at photoshop...(",) That's how bored I was and still am baby! Un-bored meeh! (",)

Patty Goes Back to Blogger!

2005-01-23T16:58:00.000+08:00

Okay I'm gunna eat my words now..haha... Blogger has improved a lot so I'm coming back here...I was able to get Flickr - it lets you post pictures and shit...Xanga doesn't support Flickr...so I'm here at Blogger again 'cause it works here...But I'm still keeping my Xanga though... teehee!

Got DSL in my pc here in my room! Finally! So damn happy! Internet to death! Download to death! Haha! Yahoo Launchcast forever! hehe!

I love this Flickr thingy...Check out my pictures!

I'd love to chit chat and stuff...but i'm still enjoying surfing websites in a flash...so 'til next time...it won't be that long! Laterz fellas!

2004-05-30T21:10:00.000+08:00

Rainbow - Southborder: Take a li'l time baby/See the butterflies' colors/Listen to the birds that were sent to sing for me and you/Can you hear me/This is such a wonderful place to be/Even if there is pain now/Everything will be alright/For as long as the world still turns there will be night and day/Can you feel me/There's a rainbow always after the rain...

Whasup!!!!

May 24, 2004
I thought this was gonna be the longest week of my life ever... I was assigned at the Cold Kitchen...a total opposite environment from the Pastry kitchen! They were quite serious, i don't think I have seen them smile..Hahah..The Head chef was a female...She looks like our former maid..heheh. And almost has the same personality as the latter...Arrgh! I still had to ask them what I should do! Man... This was the longest day evah! I just helped the other trainees on what they were doing, and of there really isn't anything that should be done, I just sneak out and go to the pastry kitchen to kill some time and chat with Jamia.... The sous chef in the kitchen (2nd highest position) asked for one extra person to help him, and the head chef in the cold kitchen had appointed me to go to him... I went to the hot kitchen where he was, and I was scared of him...heheh. He's the person that everyone fears after the executive chef...If he catches anyone eating in the kitchen, then that person's dead meat..heheh. But I have proven that he is not that bad at all! We're close na nga eh! I have been with him for quite some time, and I have to say that he's a good person...anywayz, He seeked for my help, and guess what we had to do...We had to break whole eggs! Well I have to say that this is the most number of eggs that I have opened! there are 30 eggs in an egg carton, I counted the cartons, and there were 60+! So that's like almost 2000 pieces of whole eggs...Imagine that! But it was fun though! Hahah... But still I thought that the cold kitchen sucks big time...

May 25-28, 2004
Okay, there were some changes! I've been enjoying my stay in the cold kitchen! It's because they already noticed that I exist! And the head chef wasn't at work for 3 days! She went to China for this food festival! Hahah! Glenda paid a visit in the cold kitchen (I told her how I felt about the peeps in the cold kitchen 'cause she was previously assigned there)...She talked to the peeps and told them we're friends, and even told them that I knew how to sing! Now peeps there wouldn't stop annoying me unless I blurt out a song! Hahah.... I think they like my voice! Haha! Why did I say that? Chef Ampy went online to get the lyrics of rainbow so I can sing it fully! I was laughing out loud when I saw the printed copy of the lyrics! Hahah! Well, I got pretty much some rewards for singing out a few lines! I had free pizza for two consecutive days...One was supreme and I had a seafood pizza the next day! Yum Yum!!!! Chef Jun went to work on Thursday, and I was able to work with him for 2 days...He's so nice to me though he keeps teasing me about my height! Hahah! He filled my stomach with a lot of yummy foods - tuna kilawin, danggit, yogurt, california maki, and he even gave me a free lunch stub! Yey! He isn't using his free meal so he gave it to meeh! I've been so full when he was there in the kitchen! Well aside from that he taught me how to make a more sophisticated california maki...Imagine a maki with a flower design on it! cool huh?! Chef Jun is really way tooh nice! And Chef Ampy is tooh! They appreciate the work that I do! And they like my voice when I sing...heheheh.=p Tooh bad Chef Jun isn't going to work on Saturday...No free lunch..ahahah..=p
I had the most wounds/cuts ever! I had 3 cuts last Monday, then 2 last Friday...One was a bit fine 'cause it didn't hurt, but it won't stop bleeding! I got that cut from Chef's Jun teeny weeny but way tooh sharp carving knife. I was trying to hide it from him because I was embarrassed but this trainee (whom I think is a screwball) told him that I had a cut...he told me to go to the clinic but I didn't know where it was so he took me there...So embarrassed.heheh. During the afternoon, the sous chef asked again for my help, and this time, it was to cut and deseed red and green bell peppers...There were just too many bell peppers! I was trying to work really fast so that I can go back to the cold kitchen and get more free food (heheh), but it was already 3pm and Chef Jun had to leave...I was still trying to work really fast 'cause I was almost done when bam! I had already cut myself...I think it was pretty deep 'cause it was bleeding more than my other cut... This time I already knew where the clinic was, and all I can say was "aw aw aw" on my way to the clinic...whatev... The nurse took care of my "boo boo" and everything was fine again..I can feel my index finger beating... Went back to work, but my speed got affected because of my wound...Both of my 2 index fingers and thumbs are the ones that are only wounded..Aww...

May 29, 2004
Since Tuesday and up to today, I've done nothing but making California Makis....Damn..hahah. If I see one more california maki, I swear I'm gonna barf...heheh. But I have to say I'm proud of making makis...If I weren't that good, they wouldn't rely on me making makis everyday...Galing kase ni St. Benilde magtrain ng students eh! Iba to! hahah..whatever! But imagine how many makis can be made throughout the day...I also cant believe how fast I can make one...I'm so proud..heheh
Tonight is the celebration of 150 years of Tanduay (Lucio Tan also owns this)...So obviously there will be a big celebration...I helped my superiors plating the salad (diff. kinds of lettuce, fish terrine, peppered tuna)...Imagine preparing for 920 guests...There were just plates everywhere in the function room...Just a function room full of plates (where the waiters will be getting the food)..I did not find it difficult to do...My superiors gave me a funny look 'cause they heard me say "this is so fun"...hahah. It was tiring but it was really fun and I really enjoyed it...They told me that I should stay so I can see what's gonna happen through the night but though I really wanted to I cant 'cause it'll be really late...(",) It was also pretty nice to sing a bit in the function room...Yeah, they asked me to sing again..hahah. I think I am really destined to be here, 'cause I having way too much fun... But next week I'll be the Public Relations assistant (gulp.) Wish me luck. (",)

And toohday!
Slept at 3am because I had to do my weekly report for my practicum...I started at Century on May 3, and I had 4 weeks already - that means I had to make 4 weekly reports... I had time during the previous days, but I was just way tooh lazy, tired, and sleeeeeeepy so I wasn't able to do it! I slept at 3am but I still wasn't finished! Woke up at 8am and continued doing the weekly report...Finally finished it by 9:30 and went online to pass the report via email... But it hasn't stopped there yet! I still had to burn cds! Oh yes, I have buyers again for my pirated vcds! Money for meeh! Kuya and I went to SM to meet the buyer... I was in SM, and spent not more than 10mins there...I met the buyer right away, and kuya told me he couldn't find any parking space so I hopped in the car right away... Went around Quezon City to look where to hang-out and eat..Kuya went to his friend's house to discuss about some pc stuff...Then we went to Hotshots to grab some humongous burgers...Yum yum!!! Didn't care about the fat contents...heheh. It was just way tooh yummy! But now I can feel the guilt! Hahah......

I'll be the Public Relations Assistant tomorrow at Century...I hope Toti Palileo will like me! I hope my ass wouldn't get in trouble! I just hope I would do just fine there! Waaah! I'm gunna miss the kitchen! But I promised them that I'll pay a visit, and I will! Goodluck to me tomorrow (Gulp)!!!! See ya fellas!

2004-05-23T02:14:00.000+08:00

Beyonce - Naughty Girl: I love to love u baby/I love to love you baby/Tonight, I'll be your naughty Girl/I'm calling all my girls/We're gonna turn this party out/I know you want my body/Tonight, I'll be your naughty girl/I'm calling all my girls/ I see you look me up and down/And I came to party! (",)

Hiyaa!!! It's almost 2:30am right this very moment...and it's raining really bad herre.... I got awake and couldn't sleep anymore so I decided to go online...
Hahah... Another week has ended at my practicum at Century Park Hotel... Whew! My feet are really traumatized with my killer shoes! Waah.. Badly want to go to the spa... I'll try to drop by to the nearest spa later since we're goin' to visit my lolo (dad's daddy) 'cause he's just recovering 'cause he's sick...
Anywayz... I had fun at the Delicatessen (yeah right spelling!), but nuthin' compares to my stay at the Pastry section! Everyone's just tooh nice and warm and funny! Hahah! Ma'am Erli from the Deli gave me a Sacher cake (I'm still trying to figure out the correct pronunciation of this..sa-cher, or sa-ker?!)...Damn it's really good! Hahah... the place wasn't as busy as the previous days...but when the customers come...they buy a lot...and i mean a lotttt!!! So we get tensed and pressured 'cause we don't want to keep them waiting... Oh well, another new experience for meeh! But my feet still hurt! (",)
My big bros and big daddys still won't stop teasing me frum King...Hahah! I just find it so funny that these big people can really get chummy chummy and tease me! They look serious, but they can really make me laugh! Chef Loy (big daddy!) is sooo funny! He was the one who teased me the most yesterday...He's so funny! Everybody's teasing me that I can't speak anymore...heheh. Stop it guys! hahah. I asked King that we should kick their asses to stop teasing us. He just laughed...hahah. Even Chef George (cutie daddy! he looks like Stojakovich of Sacramento Kings!), who I thought was quite serious, but can even get funny and tease me tooh! Oh well, whatever!
On Monday, I'll be assigned at the cold kitchen, so I'll just be nearby the pastry section...I can sneak out and eat some food there tooh aside from the food from the cold kitchen! Hahah! This is my last week in this department of the hotel..then after that I'll be at the Public Relations department (goodluck to me.=p), Cafe (super goodluck to my feet) and lastly at the Business Center. Karlie and I are still thinking if we still want to transfer to another hotel for the second half of our practicum....Should we apply for another hotel or not? Hmmm...Think think think!
The moment I thought of this, I told Karlie that it would be sad not to see the friends we had at the Century park...We'll surely miss them once we leave the hotel...Well I just hope to see them even after we're done! Goodluck to me...Oh well. (",)

2004-05-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

No song for toohday....too damn lazy to type...hahah...and I got tooh many songs in my mind...can't decide which one to put here...heheh.

I'm assigned to be at the Delicatessen (right spelling, right?heheh) today... Just started today because we had our Practicum Orientation last Monday and yesterday... Man! I missed my fellas so badd! I was just enjoying every moment I was with them! Awww.... And there's this hot guy there tooh! Ahahah... I haven't told anyone about that...(",) He's just tooh hot, he looks like a playboy...like he wouldn't get serious with a gurl. But he's definitely hot! whatever!

Back to what I was sayin', I was assigned to be in the deli/snack center of the hotel this week... I'm wearing a complete corporate attire...that's what we're supposed to wear... I look like the GM of the hotel! Forreal! hahah! My feet are still traumatized up to now... Imagine walkin' in heels frum 8-5... Whew... But I made it! Hahah! I just wished I was assigned in the kitchen again! But I will be next week! Karlie's just lucky, she's in the pastry section this week! Food food food! (",)

I'm just too exhausted because of my damn heels... Got no other choice...Gotta wear it...hah. But I'm happy today though...Everybody's been complimenting me about the way I looked...heheh. One chef (whom I have no idea what his name is because we practically dunno each other) told me that I look pretty ( really?!) and Chef Lil said that I looked like a stewardess! That made me laugh! I'm tooh freakin' short to be a stewardess aight?! But still I was floored by the compliments I got today! I just wish this week will be just fine!

Visited Kuya Donald in the houskeeping today... I gave him my songbook. I just thought he could use it...he needs it and I don't. He's really glad I gave that to him...We went to the Presidential Suite for a while just to check out the notes on the songbook...He hit some notes, and I happily sang...The piano really sounds good, and I belted out a good song...ahahah...Then the bodyguard of Lucio Tan appeared and asked who was playing the piano...heheh..he was kinda annoyed by the sound...SoRrY! heheh... I hurriedly said buhbye to Kuya Donald and went back to work...(",)

Aah.... this should be it for now...focken' sleepy...BrB as soon as I can...I'm just havin' a blast at Century...I just wish it would be like this 'til the end of my stay there...and 'til I find another hotel to work for...

Visit me at the Delicatessen (right spelling?! haha!) at Century! Hahah! Wish me luck guys! MmMwaHHHH! (",)

2004-05-16T20:58:00.000+08:00

Marc Anthony&J.Lo - No me Ames : Dime porque lloras/De felicidad/Y porque te ahogas/Por la soledad/Di porque me tomas/Fuerte, asi mis manos/Y tus pensamientos/Te van llevando/Yo te quiero tanto/Y porque sera/Loco testarudo/No los dudes mas/Aunque en el futuro/Haya un muro enorme/Yo no tengo miedo/Quiero enamorarme/No me ames, porque pienses
Que parezco diferente/Tu no piensas que es lo justo/Ver pasar el tiempo juntos/No me ames, que comprendo/La mentira que seria/Si tu amor no merezco/No me ames, mas quedate otro dia/No me ames, porque estoy perdido/Porque cambie el mundo, porque es el destino/Porque no se puede, somos un espejo/Y tu asi serias lo que yo de mi reflejo/No me ames, para estar muriendo/Dentro de una guerra llena de arrepentimientos/No me ames, para estar en tierra, quiero alzar el vuelo/Con tu gran amor por azul del cielo

Gosh! I missed doing this! hahah! I've been wanting to post a lot of things (as what I always say...) Well well, even though i am soooo freakin' sleepy and tired right now... im gonna do this nOw... 'cause i got a lot of things on my mind....

May 3-8, 2004
I'm gonna start off with what has been happening with my practicum... Well that's what's practically I'm doin' all these time...
I started last week (may 3) and I was assigned to be a patissier (pastry chef), at the pastry kitchen (wherelse?)... The first time I entered Century park...I was having cold feet... a really cold one...heheh. It's a new thing for me, and I dunno how the peeps there are going to treat me... I was looking for the kitchen...geez, i didn't know where it was...i can't know everything in just one day ya know! hahah! and when I found where the kitchen was, there I was soooo damn nervous... I entered, and asked the first man I saw there... His name is Chef Charlie. I didn't know his name until the next day..hahah. Because he was joking and fooling me...he said that it was also his first time there just like me! Then he introduced me to Kuya Mike, who first told me the stuff the I should do... I was doin' pretty well until I got woozy...so embarrassing! I hate it! hahah. They told me to rest for a while to recover... then after 15mins. or so, I went on to work again... Man, time flies so SLoW when you want to go home already! I was feeling really odd, because I'm the only girl in the kitchen! Yeah all the peeps who work in the pastry section are men! hahah. Isn't that cool? (",) Then I met King, he was nice and told me other stuff about the kitchen, and tagged me along the buffet section, and stuff like that. Then I was watching Chef Charlie making a cake... it looked really neat! I didn't want to leave but it was already lunch time... instead of leaving right away for lunch, I took a break by 12:30... I was headin' to the cafeteria when Criselle called me up... She was accepted too at Century park, but she had an interview that day at manila peninsula, so she was goin' to Century by 1pm... She told me stuff about the interview and she was really tensed and pressured... same as for my first day! hahah! I told her stuff about what's been goin' on with meeh...that I'm the only female working in the kitchen! hahah... And I still haven't had my lunch! And then she told me she neither has she... We met by almost 1pm at century and told each other that we didn't really feel like eating lunch...so we just talked and talked until 1pm... I was already feelin' really tired during half of the day... You can't sit in the kitchen while workin', so that's really tiring! I was not really doin' a lot of things, but I was really tired because I was standing the whole time... When I went back to the kitchen, I met a couple of new peeps there... there was a girl there but we didn't talked 'til later that afternoon..hahah. I was shy to talk to her... but then she approached me so we started chattin'.. Her name was Ivy and she's from St. Scholastica..a practicumer too. She's really nice, and I found it cool 'cause I won't be the only girl anymore... 'til Wednesday. 'Cause that's her last day at Century... Finally the day ended and I had to go home...Yipee! hahah... I was so freakin' tired man... never been that tired before... Felt like my legs needed to be amputated! Criselle and I went to Seattle's Best to have sumthin' to eat first before we went home... Chatted a lott.... Then went home... Man I was really tired....Went straight to bed.... Woke up by 9pm to eat and watch tv... Surfed the net 'til 1.30 am... hahah... and I still had to work the next day!
Okay, the next day was better because aside from me and Ivy, there was an addition to the kitchen and she's a girl too! She's older, and a regular at the hotel. Her name is Chef Lil... She's really nice, and outspoken, and loud, and tackless, but nevertheless, she's really nice! The pastry section is the happiest place in the whole kitchen department because all the peeps there are sooo wacky, especially Kuya Mike, he brings the laughter there all the time. So I was already havin' a blast already! But I was feelin' sad because Criselle had to leave me...She's leavin' Century for Manila Pen, she got accepted there... When I was about to go home and meet Criselle first, she pointed at someone and I looked at who it was... It was Karlie!!!! She said that she was goin' to work at Century too! I was happy 'cause I wasn't gonna be alone after all! Hahah! Well we already met a lot of cool new people, but I think it's different when you're with someone you really know...ayt? hahah. We went home after that...
The next day was Wednesday, and Karlie and I met at the lrt station so we can go together at work...that'll be our routine every morning...we'll go Century together every single day..hahah. She was really nervous about working for the first time... then I remembered myself being like that last Monday... I just told her to relax 'cause it's really gonna be okay... I showed here where she was supposed to work... I told her to "jia you" (it's a chinese thing.) And told her to go to the pastry kitchen if she's not doin' anything... I was already at ease at the pastry kitchen...happy! hahah. But it was Ivy's last day so I was a bit sad 'cause I'm gonna be "alone" again in the kitchen... a bit nervous tooh, I just dunno why... hahah. During the break time, karlie and I had lunch together, and she was complaining about working a lot in the kitchen and she didn't like it...heheh. Went to the locker room and took a rest there... Went back to work...so on and so forth....
Thursday was another day for us...I introduced Karlie to my new found friends, and she was having fun with their company...and she was also having a blast in her work because she met some nice peeps and she was able to eat a lot of food! She met the peeps in the pastry tooh... That's what's been happening 'til Saturday, our last day in the department we got assigned to...

We didn't have work on May 11, Monday, because it was election day... woohoo! an extension of my weekend! Election here is quite complicated... Whole family went out to vote then went home right away to rest... Brotha' and I did nothin' but eat the pretty tiramisu cake I bought at Century hotel for mother's day... Chef Dario was nice enough to "overdecorate" the cake with a lot of yummy stuff! Yey! hahah.

May 12-16, 2004
This day was pretty much a new thing for us... new department to work at.. I was assigned to be on the housekeeping dept.... Karlie was on the laundry dept... we both wore black slacks and white shirt... a lot more body fitting than our chef's attire...But I was supposed to wear a uniform..it's a polo for housekeeping. Geez, they didn't have my size! It seems like im wearing a pea coat!! hahah. I felt funny, peeps are staring at me because of my big uniform! heheh. I was assigned to be with Kuya Donald Serafico... He was nice! He's assigned at the top of the Century, where the suite rooms are, and where Lucio Tan and Julio Tan's rooms are... Lucio Tan owns The Century Park hotel and is just one of the Billionaires in the country... Isn't that cool?! I had access to their rooms! I've entered the Presidential Suite tooh! I was having a blast there! Wee! hahah! Kuya Donald is a Christian... and he also got to share his stories with his life with God... I was interested to listen, and I also had my share of stories... I was a bit enlightened, and I wanted to know more about God.... Well about our work... I was pretty much just dusting the place... which was a really easy job...heheh. Kuya Donald knows how to play the piano and so he played in the Presidential suite... and I was singing... I loved the sound of the piano, and I loved the experience of singing! hahah. During break time, I told my friends where I was assigned, and they were surprised! Housekeeping department has the most breaks ever! Coffee break in the morning and afternoon, and lunch...hahah. So when it was my break time, I paid a visit in the kitchen... They missed me! hahah... I was able to eat there, because they were still nice to give me food! hahah! went back to work, and I was still having a blast!
Housekeeping was from 8-4pm... I wanted to stay 'til 5 so I spent the last hour on the linen area... didn't enjoy much because peeps there weren't as friendly as I thought. I was just happy that the day was over...heheh.

Paid another visit to the pastry kitchen before we went home, 'cause there's another shift of chefs in the afternoon so I wanted to see them.. i miss them! hahah! I was sayin' hi to everyone...But guess what. They didn't recognize me at first! Hell yeah..hahah. They asked me, "Patricia is that you?!" and I said what's up with that?! hahah. Chef Robert told be I was hiding some beauty and sexiness beneath my chef's attire! Hahah! I felt my cheeks getting hot...hahah. Blushing! I was just wearing a more fitting set of clothes than the chef's attire...hahah. It was funny, and I felt really flattered! Compliments coming from older people...hey, that's sumthin. heheh. Then Karlie and I went home....

I was having fun with my new friends: Cecile, Jamia, Jenea...and more! hahah.

Then next day was pretty much the same...I had fun in the housekeeping department... Kuya Donald is really nice to meeh... He's not only teaching me about housekeeping techniques, but with also sharing me a lot of stories....stories of the history of the hotel, about lucio tan, and ofcourse God...heheh.
Coffee break again... went to the pastry kitchen again to get some free food...hahah. People there especially Chef Robert are teasing me again...hahah. This time he mentioned about King...hahah. Whatever. He told me King has a crush on me...Whatever! Hahah... Now I'm really blushing...Cheeks really hot! Heheh... Been a long time since I last felt this... People really appreciate me herre! Hahah! Flattering experience! They keep bugging me about this.. Chef Lil said it's okay... Chef Robert gets impressed only once in a while...hahah.

Saturday was our last day in the department...Karlie and I went to Starbucks first before goin' to work...had Lemon passion iced tea...It tasted weird! 'Cause we just brushed out teeth that's why it tasted to weird! hahah! Then headed to work work work! (",)

I enjoy lunch breaks a lot... well except for the not so good food in the cafeteria...heheh. Well it's because I get to chat with my friends... I think the other employees in the locker room are pissed at us..heheh. 'Cause we're so noisy chatting and laughing there, wherein they take breaks there to take a nap and relax....heheh. So sorry! (",)

My experience at the Century Park Hotel is really sumthin'... I got to meet different kinds of people...young and old...with different experiences in life... I'm having a blast! And I hope I'll have fun 'til the rest of my stay there! hahah!

I'll be having my practicum orientation at school tomorrow and on Tuesday...Why just now? Oh well... We were really supposed to start on May 24... But Century told us that they wanted us to start on May 3...but it's okay.=) So Karlie and I wouldn't be able to go to work then... We're gonna be back by Wednesday.... Planning to go to Seattle's Best first thing in the morning before goin' to work... Well I hope so! I'll be assigned in the Deli by then.... Cool! Pay me a visit there guys! hahah!
I miss my friends at CSB!!!! See ya tom guys! (",)

This is pretty long...hahah. (",)

2004-05-04T00:24:00.000+08:00

You cannot imagine how hella tired i am right now.... As much as I want to write everything that has happened to me this Monday (May 3) {that's my first day at my practicum by the way}...I'm hella tired i swear! I'll find time to write everything here because i really want to...This is a new experience in my life and I want to share it.... I'm sooo tired but I just really want to write sumthin' here right now......
Oh well gtg now...I still gotta take a lot of rest 'cause tomorrow's a new day! Another day to make me exhausted! Hahah! Wish me luck! I need lotsa!!! (",) Ciao!

2004-05-01T18:36:00.000+08:00

Gary V. - Di Bali Na Lang : Minsan/Ang sabi niya sa akin sandali na lang/Akala ko naman ay sigurado na ako/Handa akong tanggapin ang kanyang oo/Bigla nalang nagbago ang isip niya/Di ko akalain na ganun pala siya/pinaasa niya lang ako/bitin na bitin ako/hindi ko na alam kung makakaya ko pa/di bali na lang kaya/Ako pa ba kaya ang nasa puso niya?/di bali nalang kaya/Ngunit mahal ko siya/Di bali nalang...di bali nalang....di bali nalang (",)

Whasap!!!! It's sooooo freakin' hotttttttt in herrreee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow...this is sumthin' different! A filipino song....Yeah! I love Gary V! You'll know why... just read on!

April 26, 2004

Uh-oh...So where should I start? Hahah... I slept at 4am so that's a monday...That started err ended...whatever! I was forced to wake up at 11am 'cause Jesse called me up... He asked me if we were comin' to his girlfriend's family's badminton place... I had no idea so I called and texted the others...Well yeah it turned out that we will play badminton! Took a bath and slipped into my sporty outfit and packed my bag with stuff that I'll be needing for the night...'Cause we're gonna watch Gary Valenciano's concert!!! Yey!

Kuya dropped me off at Karlie's house 'cause her dad's gonna drop us off at greenhills theatremall... That's where we'll meet Edroy and Criselle. I like Karlie's mum and dad! They're nice and funny! Her dad sings in the car...funny funny...=) Anywayz, it was not that long until we arrived at greenhills... Karlie texted the two peeps telling them that we're there already. I was tooh stupid not to charge my phone...it's battery empty by then..Grr...heheh. Karlie and I decided to get inside the mall first since the weather was soooo hott!!!! I decided to take a peek at the store where I wanted to buy the Jelly Kelly Bag... I wanted to check if the hot pink color that I wanted was already available...But even before we got to the store I saw another store that has it! I asked for the price and I thought it was reasonable enough...but still I haggled, and the saleslady was nice enough to even lower the price... I tagged along Karlie first to the store I originally wanted to get the bag. They also got the hot pink bag but they didn't give me a nice price...So I went back to the other store and bought it already!!! Edroy told us that they'll be outside the mall in 5 minutes, so imagine, I did the shopping in 5 minutes or less! Hahah! But no regrets! I've been wanting the bag for so long! I'm so happy happy happy...It's a really cute bag...=) Actually I was tempted to also buy the Green Jelly Kelly... But I thought about it first! Hahah! I'm just happy 'cause I got the bag for a really good price. If I bought it a few weeks ago, I would be crying now because of the big price difference...
Well after my express shopping, we met the two already outside the mall...then headed to Cainta, where the badminton place was... I luvv badminton, though I didn't have any formal lessons, I must say that hey, I ain't that badd!!!=) Well we had a good game... I was exhausted by the game, and the hottt and humid atmosphere! But the last time we played badminton, I think that was a better game than this one... This day was just tooh funny...'Cause Karlie's funny!
Then the girls told me they were gonna change and freshen up at Matt and Jemai's place... Well they're twins, and the two gurls have a special relationship with each boy...Well I don't want to change at Edroy's myself so they tagged me along even before I asked them to... Kinda awkward it may seem, yeah it was awkward at first...but it went just fine... they were nice to me...Then Edroy picked us up then we went back to Greenhills...
Had dinner at Mann Hann....There was just too much food and I couldn't finish it...But the food wasn't that bad....
We had only a few minutes left but Criselle wanted some yummy dessert so we went to Ice Monster... I wanted to get some dessert tooh at Starbucks but I was just tooh full...and I still had my soya milk...whatev.
We went right away to Music Museum, where the concert will be held...We were there by 7pm, but the concert starts at 8... The seats are first come first served...We bought the cheapest tickets...Cause it didn't matter...The place is quite small, and we can have a great view at the cheapest price.... Oh well we took pics of ourselves, chatted, went to the comfort room...and still the concert hasn't started... Finally at almost 9pm it started...whew! Think of the time that we wasted...but it's ayt...=)
Then the concert started...There was an opening act by a new artist... not good, not bad...=p By this time, we were all thirsty... We didn't want to go out just to get some drinks...Drinks are not allowed to be brought in the Music Museum... You gotta buy from them...A bottle of water costs a fortune there...so we held our thrists! (",)
After 2 songs, Gary V then went out to the stage...Man, he was still cool! And he still looks really young! The best! I just love his performance! This was my 1st time to see him perform in person, and how I wished I did watch his previous concerts a longgg time ago! I loved all the songs he sang...he was just great! I love the 80's music! I'm an 80's baby! We just really had a great time during the concert! So far, this is the best concert I have ever been to.... And we were still thirsty!
It was almost 12 when the concert ended, and we headed to Starbucks while waiting for my brotha to me up and take Karlie home tooh... Damn we were really thristy! We waited for almost 3 hours for us just to get a drink! hahah! Had a hot white chocolate mocha...grande! they had a free upsize! But I forgot to have it decaf! Dammit! In a few minutes kuya arrived then we said our goodbyes already...heheh.... Then took Karlie home first... Kuya went to but some food first before we went home... I got home and inspected my kelly bag... I luv it! Hahah... Since I ordered a large cup of coffee and forgot to have it decaf...I surfed the net til 4am....hahah... Surf surf surf... and chatted with criselle and Pio at yahoo messenger.....

Well I bummed around the house for the next couple of days 'til now... surf, eat, watch tv, sleep, phone...That's pretty much the routine... We were supposed to go out today but I dunno what's gonna happen yet... and we were supposed to go to Bulacan last 29th...But it just didn't happen...Grrr... Well there's always a next time I know...(",)

Got a call from Century Park a while ago.... I'll be assigned in the Pastry section of the hotel! I'm gonna be a Patissier for the next couple of days! Perfect! I just hope the peeps there will be nice enough to new peeps like meeh! Hah! I wish I had all the luck in the world!(",) Wish me luck!!!!

Aww. Fiona has a fever...Poor li'l doggie.... I hope she gets better... She hardly eats anything!

Oh well til the next post! I'll update you fellas with my practicum! Ciao! (",)

2004-04-25T00:54:00.000+08:00

Jason Mraz - I Melt With You : I stop the world and melt with you/ you've seen the difference and it's getting better all time/ there's nuthin' that you and I won't do/ I'll stop the world and melt with you/ I'll stop the world and melt with you/ You've seen the changes and it's getting better all the time/there's nuthin' that you and I won't do/ I'll stop the world and melt with you....

Just currently listening to 50 First Dates OST. Just luvvv that movie....

I just gotta let this outta my chest...err my head? Whatever.

Aahh.... There are just some things that you would eventually regret doing...and then after you realize this, you'll think that you've been such an ass for doin' that...Mann... i just hate the feeling of regret!

I'm even tooh ashamed to say it in herre! Whatever man.

Should I be glad that these kind of peeps are interested in meeh? Mann. I just find them pathetic. Well it wouldn't happen if I didn't give out infos on me. Here goes the regret feeling again. Focker! Stupid meeh! It's just that I'm not like that. I'm not into that. That's just not mee! Conflict conflict... What the hell. Peeps reading this could possibly think of sumthin' graphical. No not that!

Okay, I'm starting to sound like I'm a psycho now... So what?! This is my place for my shoutouts! =p HahaH.

Well if there's sumthin' good that has happened in this whole regretful situation, well it's that I learned sumthin'. That is not to do it again. Ever! Actually I did stop a long time ago... Maybe this is just the aftermath of that. Never thought it would happen.

But I guess I can take this as a flattering situation... But thanks, BUT NO thanks.... but still I'm flattered...

What the hell?! I sound stupid now...Holler! But no regrets with this post... Oh well! Life goes on! (",)

2004-04-24T14:45:00.000+08:00

Alicia Keys - Heartburn : Lemme tell you something/Tell ya how I feel /When he comes around/I gettin to feelin ill/It's a aching feelin/Inside my chest/It's like I'm goin in-to cardiac arrest /Adrenaline rushin in my body/Over my power I just can't fight it/Doesn't matter how/I keep on tryin'/I can't deny I've got this heartburn /Burnin' in my soul (heart burn)/Call the fire department (ooh ,heartburn)/It's out of control (heartburn), oh /You got me trippin' slippin'/Gettin' beside myself

I luv A. Keys' new album!

Whasup! Another post frum meeh! Hahah!
My Family and I went out for dinner last night...We went at the Red Crab...I'll tell yeah my experience...I'll be a food critique toohday...Ahem ahem....

Well first of all, the food attendants ain't nice enough...They served us in a not-so-correct manner....You serve drinks on the right of the guest, and serve the food on their left... then buss the plates and everything on the right. Well they weren't able to show that...C'mon! We're in a posh resto, we're supposed to be served right! Hahah.... Sorry if I'm being tooh meticulous....I'm in the hospitality industry for goodness sake! You can't blame meeh!=p
The names in the menu were tooh long and it sounded sophisticated enough...But when the food came, I told myself, "hey, I can do this at home!"... I want to be served with something that would amaze me and make me think how that particular dish is done ya know...=) Well that is if I'm in a high end resto where I would be paying for an expensive dish...=) Well once in a while we must indulge ourselves with sumthin' good right? Whatevers....
Well we went home after that...It was kinda late when we got home....
Well I surfed the net again...and I'm happy...very happy this time 'cause my browser's faster!!! Yippee!!!!
Dunno what's for meeh toohday...'til the next post!=)

2004-04-23T19:10:00.000+08:00

50 Cent - In da Club : Hey ShOrTy, it's your birthday/We're gonna party like it's your birthday/We're gonna sip Bacardi like it's your birthday/and you know we don't give a fuck if it's your bithday!/ You'll find me in the club/bottle full of bub/momma I got what you need/ you need to fill the bars/I'm in there havin' sex/i ain't in to making luv/so come gimme a hug/you sexy li'l thug!

You got it right! It's my Birthday!

Hayyy! Finally! Dammit! I've been strugglin' with my pc! At Last! I feel good now! Though my 2 longgg posts got erased!!! It's okay!!!

Well well well... I've been wanting to post a shoutout herre for the longest time!!! There were lotsa reasons why I wasn't able to do that: No internet; not having enough time due to school stuff; laziness; stupid perfectnav thing on my pc (that's now gone!)

A li'l recap of what had happened in the past month in my life... hahah!

*Arni celebrated her birthday last April 1, but we had her party on april 3... Had dinner at Northpark in Glorietta... Chatted a Lottt to catch up with what everybody's been up to... Got a li'l surprise from Randy! hahah!! (",) We went to Jack's Loft at Eastwood afterwards to have a couple of drinks...btw, their desserts are the BeSsSsT!!! =P

* Had our finals.... my finals for the last term... ever! It went great! Then after that I'll have my practicum already!

* Went out with Criselle, Karlie and Edroy to watch The Passion of Christ at G4...Really great movie! I cried the whole time!

* Went out with them again to watch 50 first dates at Greenbelt....IT'S SOOO CUTE! I Luvvv it! (",)

* I'm on the dean's lister! Isn't that cool?

* Spent Holy Week with my family at Tito Mert's resthouse in Bulacan... They were there tooh! Family bonding... coOL...=) Had a little tan on meeh!=)

* I applied at the Century Park Hotel for my practicum...passed everything that needs to be passed...underwent the interview...then I got in!!!=)

April 22, 2004
MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! I'm 20! I'm outta the TeEn bracket!!! and still struggling to accept it! =p
Well nuthin' really special happened on this day, that's because Criselle and I had an orientation for our practicum at the Century Park Hotel... We were there by 9:30 but it started at 10....Had a tour of the whole hotel...it was tiring but it was ayt... Had discussions about everything that we needed to know.... Mannn! I wasn't able to eat breakfast man! I just had 2 pcs. of gum in my bag! And the orientation ended at 2:30! Whew!!!
Criselle and I walked to get at Harrison Plaza...We ate at Kimchi! They got great stew beef rib! yummy.... Then we went to UM to grab some latest donut craze herre...Go Nut Donuts! Yeah that's the name...=) They taste like Krispy Kremes in the States...Yummy! and expensive! It's cheaper at The Fort, but it's tooh far frum meeh! anywayz... went to buy some pirated cds... yeah you read that right!=) Bought the OST of 50 first dates, and had my norah jones exchanged for Michael Bublé...Then I went home and went straight to my pc...Listened to the cds...dangg. That michael bublé cd suck! I wish I bought his first cd! Well I'll have it exchanged again! Harhar! But I already copied it and the norah jone's cd to my pc! What a bargain! =p the 50 first dates OST sucked a bit 'cause the Beach Boys song and Bob Marley's song wasn't there! But it's okay!=) I fell asleep listening to it! hahah! When I woke up, I asked mum if we're gonna go out and eat dinner though I'm still full....We decided to go out the next day since we're all still full! Watched American Idol...watched a lott of tv...'til midnight,,, hahaha. Went to my room to retouch all my pics...finally I have an IR port for my pc! I transferred all the pics to my pc from my phone.... I was soooo sleppy but I really want to go online to upload my pics... but I couldn't take it anymore! I fell asleep without turning off the pc! Baad!=p I was able to turn it off early in the morning then went back to sleep....=)

And toohdaY!!!
Woke up at around 11....Went straight to my pc to finish all the pics! At last i got finished! whew! Went online! There's this stupid culprit on my pc, that everytime I go online, my browser goes to this perfectnav site thingy! I hate it! I've been struggling with this shit for sooo long!!! Well at last I was able to take it off my pc! WOOHOO!!! I wasted sooo many hours of internet because that perfectnav site thing made my browser sooo slow! Well now it's gone!!!

I'll be out in a few minutes! It's time for me to get dressed 'cause we have to go out now!!!(",) At last i'm done with this! (",) I hope I can come back right away for another blogger! (",) Byee!

2004-03-25T09:59:00.000+08:00

What tha hell is goin' on herre? I'm startin' to get pissed off with my blogger....Dunno how to personalize it...damn.... and now i can't see my recent post....Argh!!!!

2004-03-23T10:07:00.000+08:00

18 'Til I Die - Bryan Adams: I wanna be young for the rest of my life/never said no/tried anything twice/til the angels come/and asked me to fly/gonna be 18 til i die/18 til i die!....18 til i die/gonna be 18 til i die/it sure feels good to be alive/someday i'll be 18 goin' on 55/ 18 til i die...

Okay...it has been a freakin' while since I wrote sumthin' here! Now I'm tooh eager to write stuff here....hahah.

This has been my song for the past weeks, since I downloaded it from Kazaa...I just love it....SINCE I'M TURNING 20 EXACTLY ONE MONTH FROM NOW!!! Dangg!!! Damn it! I'll be out of the "teen" bracket! I dunno why the hell is it much of a big deal for me! Can I say TwEn-TEEN?! HaHaH. Well I just feel so old man....aside frum the fact that i'll be soon graduating from college (October) ...Everything's just tooh fast...hahah...and I'll be having my practicum on June...Shettt....I just wish I'll get accepted in one of the greatest hotels here in manila...*sigh*
I used to be optimistic with what's gonna be ahead of me once I step out of my ever so loving college...I had this vision that I'm gonna be alright and I'm gonna be achieving all my goals no matter what...but now I'm in quandary....I'm starting to feel weak...and it's all sinking in...Lotsa questions on mah head...What's ahead of me? Will I be able to deal with all the shit the would come mah way? It's not that easy out there is it?....................Damn, I feel so old...I just want to be a freshmen again...

On the lighter side ( I think!) A lot of things had happened....My fellas and I won at the Destination Marketing Competition...First Place! Hahah! It was great! Finally, medals we've wanted all along! Hahah! But we lost at the Chocolate Praline Competition...I hate it...=( But it's okie... *winks*

Don't you just hate it when you weren't able to say ALL the things to want to say to someone? Especially to a person who had ruined your life in the past? Hahah.... Well I never thought that certain thing would happen to me. The most awful person in the world ( i haven't found the perfect word yet to describe the person, if she really can be called a person with what she has done to me) had approached me to tell me that she's sorry... Actually that happened monthssss ago, but everytime I see her in school, I just remember that confrontation thing.... I wasn't a ble to say all the things that I said, but surely I was able to slap her with what I had said, I just think it wasn't enough. You may think I'm an absolute bitch, but you gotta know what she did to me in the past... two words: ChArAcTeR AssAssInAtIoN. Think of the worst, and that's what she has done to me... I used to be weak then, I couldn't fight...But now, I wouldn't let anyone do sumthin' that terrible to me. And that's what I want to tell her...come my way again and you'll be sorry. Terribly sorry... and I mean it. I don't want to believe this person anymore since she had apologized in the past and did me wrong after that, and now she's apologizing again...sorry my ass bitch.....
Okay...you may think again that I'm goin' overboard...well hell yeah... (hahah!) This is my shoutout place so I'll say whatever I want to say..... BUT SERIOUSLY... I think that a person is good by nature. If the time comes that a person is betrayed and ruined... it's just natural for the person to establish hatred...and establish strength. Actually, I want to acknowledge this person because she made me the strong woman (dang WoMaN?! hahah.) I am now. But some people find it overpowering...well yooh gotta know me first...there's more of me...(where the hell is this heading to? hahah) Hahhh... whatever.. now I'm sorta relieved that I had let this out here.... But I'm sure enough that if I see this person again, everything will just go back in my head...ya know the things I want to tell her again... IN YOURRR FACE! (",)
I'm not a bad person....but if you do me wrong, well that's the time I'll make you feel sorry that you did sumthin' stupid to me...Isn't that just natural? I'm not a goody goody....hahah.
Enough of hatred! Let's be jolly! This long shoutout makes me want to take a swim..... it's getting hot in herre! Literally... summer's here! hahah! But I still have classes....and I love it! 'cause this is the last term of my life in college! Cant wait to go to Boracay!!! On October that is...heheh.... I dont think we wouldn't be able to go on a vacation this year since I'll be anticipating interview schedules from the hotels I applied to for my practicum.... But I'm still crossing my finger though.....I want to get a tan.....;P
This is tooh long....LoLz...'til the next shoutout....bye fella$...!. (",)

2004-02-12T06:32:00.000+08:00

Hiya fellas....

February 10, 2004
What a freakin' day. I don't want to get too attached to domestic pets, dogs in particular anymore.... But can we help it???!!!! Fiona, our miniature pincher had an accident on this day. Dammit! My freakin' dad was downstairs chekin' out sumthin' in the car, and he didn't notice that Fiona was also peeking in the car. The dog got used to coming with us when we go out... so it was its habit to hop in in the car. Dad slammed the door of the car. Bam.... The dog got unconscious. My dad was freakin' out. He gave a first aid to the dog then he went upstairs and started going ballistic screamin' fiona's name....I was in my room burning cds when I heard him freakin' out, ofcourse I went out to see what the hell was goin' on...I was getting scared too because I don't usually hear my dad yell like this. I asked him what happened, and when I looked at fiona, I got really scared, I thought she was dead... she wasn't reacting at all but her eyes were open...I was askin' my dad if the dog's dead and he said no... I was shakin', and everybody didn't know what to do... I asked them to take the dog to the vet right away and they did... I was thinkin' about my mom findin' out what had happened because she's the one who really takes good care of the dog, and she's fiona's master.
I know, I know, some peeps who'll read this will think I'm a fucken' loser, freakin' out just because of a stupid dog. Well hell no! Fuck all the people who'll think we're over reacting... Go get a really cute dog, take care of it for over a year. Be with it all the time, then slam it head in between the door of the car, see what will happen. It was a really great attachment of the family with the dog... really. super... the dog was so lovable... as if it can really think, because it does a lot of cute things that will make you go "aww!" Anywayz, my mom already knew what had happened, so she was the one who took the dog to the vet... My mom told me it was freakin' traffic to get to the dog's clinic... Just think - having the dog in your arms on a heavy traffic not knowing what will happen... will the dog die in your arms or what. I was just prayin' that the dog will make it....
It was a real bummer, 'cause I have to meet someone at Glorietta, and I have to use a freakin' car with its airconditioning not working... it was freakin' hottt! Grrr.... And traffic! And I'm late! And the driver took the long way! And fuck, a lot of stupid things happened. Anywayz, after I met those two people I have to meet, then I went to Terranova, dammit they're on ffreakin' sale... i had to control mahself... I still can't shop... I owe mom some money... heheh. And Im saving money for sumthin'...Whah. Went home because I still have to meet someone near my place.... Wonderin' why am I meeting a lotta people? It's business peeps! Im a pirate! Hahah! Anywayz, I made the person wait for almost 2 hours, I felt so baad... and it wasn't me who met the person, I just asked someone to meet him, I didn't have the face to meet someone whom I made to wait for me for almost 2 hours... oh yes I'm guilty.... I hate making people wait... so sorry....
Home was awfully quiet because of what happened to the dog... Mom was really sad... Awww..... Dammit. Slept early....

Feb.11
Yesterday was a freakin' day, this day is a weird day. Damn... had aesthet class... Im starting to get really annoyed with my prof............had Spanish classes... then weird things started to happen... I guess... CRISELLE and I went to Subway, we went there to eat - again... We didn't seem to care if it's expensive, we just wanted to eat there.... it's really good kase! Hahah... We were eating, and was about to finish out food, when CRISELLE told me that she was pissed because the stuff that she didn't was was placed in her sandwich... she was complaining and I was looking at the menu board... then I yelled out that we were eating the wrong sandwich... she had my sandwich and I had hers.... nagkapalit kame! heheh. We were laughin so hard.... hahah.... I texted my mom about the condition of fiona... she said she's 50% much better that yesterday... YiPeE! hahah... That's the only time I told CRISELLE about fiona... We talked a lot... until she asked me what time it was.... then we realized that it's only 5minutes before out last class starts! We still have to walk a long way before we get to AKIC... dammit... we were laughin' out loud again.. hahah... When we got to class, the prof was still taking the attendance, we were able to make it... hahah. Lucky. And then when I was texting... yes I do text while having class... tigasin noh? Heheh. I realized I left sumthin' at Subway, my cellphone pouch. Dammit. Last week CRISELLE left sumthin' there too... Must Subway have a curse?;P Hahah. I want to get up from my seat, I want the class to get finished so I can return to Subway and get my stuff back... hmmm, Im really obssessive compulsive.=) Well I still can't get there.. We still had briefing about the Young Hoterlier's Exposition.... We joined the following competition...man this is our last!!! We joined the SHRIM Jeopardy competition, Destination Marketing, and Chocolate Pralines competition... We backed out at the Cake Decorating contest because the Chocolate Pralines was already costly... But we're all excited! I wish we'll win in every contest! Hahah! Jia You! My frustration is to becoming a part of the Flairtending competition... didn't have enough guts to join, but I really wanted to.... Flairtending is a competition where you flip bottles in the air while making a bar drink.... sumthin' like that... it's really cool.... I really wish I joined that competition.... Anywayz, after the briefing was done, I went back to Subway and fortunately I got my stuff back.... Went home.... Dozed offf..... woke up to eat and watch tv... practically just bummin' around the house....

And today.... well yeah I'm online so early in the morning... But the freakin' internet is sooooooo slowwwwwwwwwwwwww!!! I HATE IT!!! DAMMIT! And I still have to burn a lot of cds... some one's gonna get a looot of cds from me today... Hahah... Money money money!!! (",) I hope this will be a good day... it's too early to tell....

2004-02-08T10:22:00.000+08:00

Weeeee!!! I'm in a better mood than my last post here...hahah...

Feb. 6, 2004 Friday
RETREAT DAY!!!! Our block from 1st year was reunited again through our retreat... H13 batch 2001 rules! We went to Tagaytay to have our retreat... Mo. Spinelli Retreat house..... We ran out of good seats in the bus so KARLIE and I were in the back of the bus.... da hell... it was so rocky there... I got a bit dizzy... ARNI!!! Arni's 3 months pregnant! Can't wait to be a ninang again! Hahah... She was with us at the back of the bus first, but told her that it's too risky to be there... it's too rocky, she might ya kno, get a miscarriage.... so she swaped seats with TOPHER... Hahah. Astig 'tong si Topher eh, okay kasama... It's been a while since he has been with us, fortunately he was able to come with us in this retreat... Oh well about the trip... it was quite okay... If topher wasn't with us at the back it would be tooh borrrrring for us...I fell asleep while listening to a chillout cd...really cool cd from topher.

When we arrived at Mo.Spinelli, we were briefed about stuff, and then we ate! Food was okay... Then we went to the girls' dorm... lotsa double decks...shower room was not that baaad...but it was hoooooot. Stupid fan near us isn't working... Siesta!!!! We just ate and ate and ate....damn.... eating is good... but it's freakin' hard to shed the unecessary fats! Hah. There was a playground in the retreat house because they adopt abandoned kids... I was in the swing... Felt like a young school girl again.l :) Picture picture picture! Lotsa picture taking! We're picture addicts! And chat chat chat! We needed a lot of time for chatting... we need a lot of catching up to do... we haven't seen others for a very long time because they shifted courses... We missed HAZEL, KAT and RYAN! MANGUNE! Hahah... Missed those frosh memories.. Anywayz, we went back to the hall to start the session...I was sooo sleepy... Did some games...human bingo thingy....wow a lot of peeps asked me to sign to that space where "someone who sings very well" awww. touched akoh! Hahah. Merienda time.... Siopao! Arni's favorite! She loves siopao now that she's pregnant. :D .:D Back to the loong session... it was okay actually... I was listening... I thought I needed some enlightenment... But still there were lots of questions goin' through mah mind... Dinner....Break... Then the last session for the day... It was really a heartfelt moment... geez...I was on the verge of tears... With all those candles plus background music, and the seminarian talking, it would really make you cry...hah. Then the giving out of candles... cried my heart out... I just felt that it was sad to think that we'll part ways soon because we'll be graduating soon. Damn I'm gonna miss college... I don't want to leave it yet! I'm having so much fun in college.... I'll miss my friends and blockmates so much... I was staring at every face in the room that night... I'm gonna miss them all... But then again, graduation is still on October so I'm gonna make most of my time... I was not only crying because of that... but also because I have found the greatest friends on could ever have... and all those memories we had came back to my senses....And it is only now that I have experienced that moment where we don't need words to speak to be able to say what we want to say to the other person... I had the tightest hug from a friend... and I also gave her the tightest hug... I knew there so much words to say, but because of the moment, when we hugged...it's like we already said everything we wanted to say to each other. We were crying so hard... and it was like somewhat a relief for both of us...then the session finally ended by 10pm... we can do whatever... bonding time with friends and eating time again... it was great to take a long shower after all those stuff we did.... it's refreshing inside and out...:D Went to doze off already... when some of our friends decided to talk about freaky stuff, like ghosts and the like... dammit I was starting to get paranoid, and I asked them to keep it down...don't want to have nightmares..heheh. It became really cold that night....Brr...

Woke up early to take a bath...had breakfast....the boys haven't taken baths yet! So lazy! hahah.... It was really beautiful outside with those fogs.... picture taking again! Hahah.... NYXZ was in a towel, pretending to be butt naked, but not really! He was like that in the picture taking! Hahah! CRISELLE saw TOPHER running around in the boys dorm only in briefs! He was like a kid running around daw! AHAHAH! Tooh bad I didn't see it! Hahah! Had another activity again... made affirmation letters... and had mass... wasn't able to confess, the priest can't stay long in the retreat house... what's with that....heheh. Then we took off already.... Thank God we had good seats! Pasalubong! Bought a lot... or so I thought it was a lot... Then KARLIE and I doze off at the bus.... Longgg trip... When we got back to school, I went straight home... I don't want to stay for a while at school, I had a lot of stuff in my hands, I just want to get home right away.. Back to normal...became a couch potato again...:D

And toohday! Woke up a bit early... Internet agad! Whew... I should start making my resume! I have an interview tomorrow at school with a panel....damn, just thinking about it... it makes me feel so nervous.... I should be prepared! Oh well! Good Luck! Jia You!

2004-01-19T21:50:00.000+08:00

FOCKER. FOCKER FOCKER FOCKER. I'm having one of those days I wish I can break everything i see around me... or kill myself. FOCKER. FOCKER! WAAHAHAH. I just want everything to be fine tomorrow. Since i'm mad...Fuck all the assholes in the world! Fuck you all people who MaDe my life a living hell before! Now look at me, I'm better than all of you! Wipe all the shit u got in ur face. Tamaan guilty. Hahah. Now this one's a real shoutout.... Don't worry, I'll post a nicer one next time...pwomise.... I'm starting to cool down now.(",)

2004-01-18T02:38:00.000+08:00

FoCkErRrR!!! I'm still awake!!! Hahah! And I still have to wake up early for mah make up class is AESTHET! I'll make a shoutout sOoN! Happy Birthday Edroy! (January 17, 2004) Freakin' old man! hahah! Laterz...(",)

2004-01-06T22:10:00.000+08:00

Until then : Gary V. - until then/all i'll have is just a memory of you/that i can hold on to/until then/all i'll have is just this space and time/to wait and think of you/'cause you'll be on my mind/until then....i long for the moment/i long for the time/i'll take all the chances/until you are mine...

HaAyyY!!!! Just luv this song...hahahah...

A day off from school can be borrrring when you're not doing anything...just bumming around the house.... I got to find something productive to do....I think I should start looking for a part-time job....hmmm.... well I should! :)

2004-01-06T02:49:00.000+08:00

Whasup fella$?! School just started today...err, it's 2AM already so that was officially yesterday...hahah....New term, new people to meet...blocking was put into trash by our school... But Criselle and I will be together in all my courses this term... But the rest of my friends and I will still be together in one subject, so it isnt that baaad.=)
I was way tooh early when I got in school... Abby nor Criselle weren't there yet... good thing Karlie and Edroy were at the opposite room so went to see them for a while... Freakin' teacher wasn't still there though it was time already... And when she finally arrived, I thought she wasn't cool, but she was...really! Hahah... just the type of teacher that students need for an aesthetic theory course... well I hope everything's going to be okay with her for the rest of the term.... After that class, Criselle and I had a 3hour and 40min break...Mannnn.... that's a looot of time to kill! Well since we had a lot of catching up to do with the latest chismis...I guess that's how we killed time kanina..=p Our other friends also had a break so we were all together, but their break wasn't as looong as ours...Celle and I went to our next class, and we saw Che and Cait there together, and we found out their whole group will be our classmates for that course...cool.=) The professor was looking all nice and pretty, but she isn't all that.... WAY tooh strict....wahahahah.... what to do, what to do...tsk tsk. Well she was nice enough to dismiss us early......then the last course for the day....all of mah friends and I are together! Yipee... Infosys... all those fidelio and stuff for hotels... computer stuff... but we didn't have a formal lesson yet so, Karlie, Criselle and I just kept on browsing on all "friendter-ing sites", and ofcourse, the cuties of F4.hehehhhhh! Prof was way too much sticking to the rules...the reason was because he was new to the school... tooh afraid to commit a single mistake, i guess...he didn't know he can change some rules according to his own prerogative...what tha?! heheh. So that was pretty much of what happened in class toohday, or must I say yesterday?! Basta monday yun!=) Jesse took me home...thanx! Went straight to my pc...heheh. Walang kasawa-sawa...=p Took a nap that turned into a sleep... tv to sawa.... and now...surfing the net...AgAin!!! Wahahahh... No classes tomorrow! M-W-F-S are the only days I have to go to school.. Yipee!=) See yah Fella$!!!! I just wish all my profs will be a-ok! Goodluck.=p

2003-12-31T04:18:00.000+08:00

Well well well..... it's been a freakin' looooong time since posted my shoutouts here.... ReA$oNs??? I'm been fuckin' busy with school... ya know, functions, exams and stuff.... but it all paid off this term.... i'm on the dean's lister!!! Yipee!!! I hope I'd still be this coming term... that's the LaSt term before I apply for my practicum!!! Time surely flies really fast huh... I feel so old already!!! WaAh!!! Anywayz, a looooot of things have happened to meeh and mah friends for the last month, and a bit up to now.... Friendships were rekindled with d 2 guys (you know who u are!=p)... Pero makulit ka parin Edroy! Hahah....=) Well the rollercoaster event that happened last November 23 (geez, i can still remember when it actually happened!), aside from Arni's wedding (yup, mah friend got married! Arni's the same age as meeh! heheh.), well the thing that happened that night... it was a self awakening thing, not only for me, but for the rest of us... though I felt we were really crashed into the ground... our egos.... Oh, why am I speaking in the nosotros form??? It's all me in here! Hahah... Anywayz, shit happens, so I gotta accept it... Hah... But things are much better than before... We are a lot happier... I am. I guess.=) "Que te pasa Patty?!" LoL (",)

Last December 22 was our course card day, the day I found out I'm on the dean's lister (yippee again!), and the same day for H13's christmas party... but this is the xmas party where the least number of peeps arrived...grrr.... Karlie and Criselle were not there (my musketeers) cause one is sick, and one is with her howe...ok lang!!! After school, Analyn, Jun, Cha, Rex and me went to Rex's house at Valle 6....TrAfFiC dammit! We rested for a while to wait for Edroy and Jesse to come, so convoy on the way to Abby's house where the party is.... they were freakin' slow! I already slept and still they weren't there yet! Then finally they came! We left Rex's house at almost 9pm! And again, it was there was a freakin' heavy traffic! GrR... and neither one of the guys who were driving knew how to get there... no, no! don't ask me for directions, we'll only get worse! heheh... I'm bad with directions... Anywayz, the guys we're already having a temper so they decided to eat first at Pares (it was my first time, and so is Cha's!)....It was almost 11 when we got off the place...Mannn... We were like goin' to a province or sumthin'.... Finally! We got there by 12!!! And when we got there, we just like saw 4 people hanging around! Like hello...whazup with this?! Heheh, but it was not that baaad.... we still had loads of fun... actually the party was great when we started to fill the place... drink drink drink!!! drink up!!! How can I not get drunk, eh etong si ReX ba naman, magdala ng Johnny Walker Black! But it wasn't only me who got drunk, promise... (defensive.) Around past 1 when Coy and Tin arrived, the Ced, then Marielle and her friends...hmmm did I forget anyone? Must have been really diZzY by that time...heheh. believe or not each of us (or most of us) had 6rounds of Black man... pasa-pasa kase after one finishes its turn.... wHoO HoO!!! Ang kulet ko na nun!!! Sobra!!! Then Rex took me, Cha, Jun and Jesse home... Oh man... I was realllllllllyyyyy DiZzY!!! Felt like barfing! But I just kept on talkin' til I fell asleep in the car....then when I woke up....Surprise! I was about to barf! Good thing I opened Rex's window...Rex sobrang sorry! I messed up the door of his crv with my barf....It was my first time ever...or second...yeah second.=) Second time to barf whenever I'm drunk (is there a better word for drunk? It sounds too revealing...heheh.) Not the type of person to barf everytime there is an alcohol intake...Black must be that really strong...Hah, I shouldn't wonder...! Okay! Enough about barf!!!! Haha, I was so drunk I forgot my mixer and guitar in Edroy's car....hmp. We still had to meet at school on xmas eve... but he left my guitar! Dammit... but it's okie.... Been busy all week before xmas.... been busy with my business... my food business=) Peeps love what I cook, so I'd rather sell it to them to make money right?=)
Christmas is still the same...same routine...but we stayed home a lot longer that at our relatives...yeech... I want to spend xmas in a different way next year!!! I swear I have to do sumthin' about it!=p and I'm pressuming we'll be spending New Year the same way... no wait... this time I'll be cookin' up sumthing really yummy!!!

Oh well, 'til the next freakin' shoutout!!! it's 4am already! And I'm freakin' sleepy!!!! And this is freakin' loooong already!!! Peeps reading this must be really borrrred! Happy New Year everyone!!! MmMwWwAAAhhh!!! (",)

2003-11-05T22:20:00.000+08:00

hulloh!!! im not feeling bad anymore! fully recovered! i think! hahah! i lil headache still...hahah...

Monday, Nov 3
LSS of the day: yes yes show...
teka, wag muna kayong mag-away/bago kayo maglaban/bat di niyo muna pag usapan/...sige na kiss na/peace na please/pambayad pa sa jeepney kulang pa ng diyes/kung ayaw niyo mangyari ang nangyari sa iba...sumthin sumthin.hehe.
*this song went on and on and on and on and on w/ mah mind man! Freak!*

dooms day... hahah.... still sick...legashi again...didn't listen...hahah... 5 hour break.... CELLE, KARLIE, CHA, JESSE, HARRY, ABBY, CRIS and MEeH went to harrison to meet ANALYN and JUN(jr! lol) at tokyo tokyo and ate there.... not that hungry...just ate potato balls...we're heading to Seattle's best anywayz...;p Crappy service at tokyo tokyo... grr....
Seattle's best! CHA gave us a treat 'cause she's turning ** on wednesday! lol! happy BiRtHdaY! Mango X tea rocks! Endless freakin' converstaion...
Went back to school...went to the function room...started feeling bad...combination of fever and cold feet, baaad!
Btw, the reason why im soo nervous is because im the executive chef for this particular function.... geez i hope it turns out well...omgeez.
Had classes for lecture first...well just took attendance and had evaluation...blah blah...then went to the lab to start workin' my ass out.... freakin' outta my mind, stuff were incomplete...waah... but things went ok at last...
my ass there, my ass here...lol. help here, help there... run here, run there... to think i was freakin' sick....but it's okay... it was sooo difficult to be an exe chef man... but thank god a lot of people were there to help meeh...
Went to get some shrimp cubes at my locker (hehe) then when i was on the way back the the lab when i saw DADDY already there...he said i already looked harrassed. dang! got uber nervous, guests were starting to pile up....
service time! wahahah! nonstop work! never had my ass work so hard man... sooooooo tired, but didn't mind 'cause we really have to work our ass up! hahah...
Went to the dean to present the menu blah blah...whatever...;) it was fine...
was calle up in stage by this freaki'n emcee (cant can...we get another person?) went to thank all the people who came...geez, hope they did like the food!
MOM, DAD and KUYA went to Roxas blvd. first after the function as i still need to get things done before i leave the school.... they picked me up around 10 sumthin... freaaaaaakin' tired! need a new word for tired! found out i still have feverrrrr..... grrr.... planned not to go to school the next day....knocked off when i went home...ZzZzZz...

Tuesday Nov.4/03
hahah... didnt go to school...woke up at 11.30... still had fever...watched tv....went to the hospital around 1.30... actually i was pretty fine already when we went there... always happens...man. blood test...wahahah... results were normal...hahah...went home to take lotsa rest.... meteor garden marathon...

Toohday.....nov.5/03
Went to school...miss my fellas.... ChArLeNe'S BdaY! Happy birthday gurl! Your freakin' ex won't stop buggin' you! Don't be fooled by tat cute teddy bear! we don't even think he bought that for yah! u cant buy tat at herbench! lol....
half day...went home...supposed to just take a nap, but it became a loooong nap...sLeeP sLeeP sLeeP! good... hahah....been online now for like 2 hours....well well....

2003-11-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

hahah.... oh no... prepare for this one... got a loooot of things to tell....

Starting from Monday 'til today...

Monday, 10/27/2003
Had our midterms with our legashiT subject...not that baad... after this subject on mondays, we always have our 5 hour freakin' breaaaaak... ate at Pompei's with d guys... headed at Seattle's best...OoH... Javanilla shake... really worth it...we were supposed to review for the next subject's midterm exam...but ya know gurls...heheh... chat chat chat!!! Then the freakin' midterm came...we got in trouble... heheh...the test was freakin' hard man...oh well... then after that disaster test, we went on with the preparation for the function...I was the pastry chef...was with Karlie...made eclairs that turned out to be like cream puff thingies and churros...really yummie!!! It was the most tiring function evah!!! Whoah! Got home at around 12 man... Jesse gave me a ride and we waited for his mom who was in the spa with her friends...freakin' tiring day...

Tuesday 10/28/2003
Wooh...still freakin tired from yesterday's function... had classes at around 11... wasn't really paying attention to class...ate at Pompei's (again).... had spanish class... then midterm exam on huremgt...did great....went home... friendster, ym with criselle...told me to prepare for tom's fight...heheh! Fight! Fight to the death!

Wednesday 10/29/2003
Woohoo! LegashiT again...then midterm with debelec... did well....headed at Pompei's (eternal tambayan)... started the war if i may call it like that... confrontation with our so-called friend...this guy's a total jerk... forgets what he just said in less than 5minutes...so many lame excuses... had enough so we had to cut the "friendship" lines. He blew it. Sorry man! Go to the people you ThInK has a genuine friendship wit ya! Yeah right! Look around! Makiramdam ka! You need new words for numb, and excuses man!

Thursday 10/30/2003
Found out that we do HAVE freakin' classes the next day... Come on, it's the 31st of october! HeLLo!Oh well...the first class was quite booring again...still tried to focus...checked out the other section's function...not bad! really yummy menu...hahah... went to our eternal tambayan...still made blah blah about yesterday's event...my REAL friends and I were still pissed about it... oh well... he's the loser, he's the one who's all alone... (where are your real friends now huh?)... Had our spanish midterm...not that bad...if only i didn't add those last sentences...then I could've gotten a nicer grade..oh we'll see... Went home...was feelin' a bit sick... body aches...waah.

Friday 10/31/2003
HOLLER! GOT FREAKIN' CLASSES! What's up with this! I was feelin' terrible 'cause im sick, but still i went to school if not for that "all-of-a-sudden" midterm exam! Folks except bro were in the cemetery...Took 4 pills of diff kinds of medicine (2 were vitamins) on my way to school, my right eye was sooo iritated, i started scratching it... awww...man. I felt like my eye was blowing up...good thing I had my sunglasses...Headed to the clinic when I got in school and showed it to the doc...gave me a pill again for allergy... went to class...freakin prof was not there...feelin kinda woozy...the lab prof went in and we took the test about an hour earlier...thought it was better so i can skip the last class and go home asap...but d test was soooooo freakin hard! nobody was prepared for that...i think nobody reviewed..heheh... After that torturing exam, I went back to the clinic...showed again to the doc that my other eye started to swell...ohhh... he gave me a shot for anti-allergy thingy...it hurts...*pouts* sniff sniff... nah...this one's a fighter...(",) Doc told me not to go home alone, so I waited for my fellas to finish the next class...doc let me stayed at the clinic then took a nap...doc told me not to eat poultry, eggs, chicken and dairy products...im mean what's dat?! heheh. jess came to pick me up from the clinic... told me that I missed out d fun... this sick guy apologized to the class.. ass! heheh...went home with cha and jess...thank god I was wit these guys... got dizzy on the way home man...i felt so stupid...heheh..embarassed too... kuya picked me up at 5th... got home and went str8 to bed...felt so siiiickkkk..... mom got home from the cemetery around late afternoon... they went out again to do some errands... watched how to lose a guy...not that affected... kuya told me i was "desensitized" (whatever!) already...heheh...dunno...! Slept early...:( felt so sick...

Saturday 11/01/2001
Hahah... woke up realllly early...went online! It's unlimited by that time! Still sick but still went online! wah's wit dat huh?! hehe... Forgot my blogger username...so pissed...friendster...Had a cccoold icy spongebath to death just to make my fever go down... well it's effective...went back to sleep....mom woke me up in the mawnin' asking me if im coming with them to bulacan..a family reunion thingy... ofcourse I wouldn't want to stay home with d dawgs and violy...heheh... My fever went down...i was okay....but when we reached bulacan, I think it was starting to go up again... waah! Dang...Tito Mert's place in Bulacan is damn tha bomb! Nice pool, nice hut, awsome house... I so wanted to take a swim but I didn't have enough clothes..and I was sick ofcourse...heheh. Pigout! Though my aching throat is killin me, still I ate... a little...had a lil appetite...but the food was really damn good...Aside from my family there were Tita Dory and her hubby, Lolo and his evil gurlfriend (grr), Mom's cousin, a funny gay driver (heheh), and ofcourse tito Mert's family...fun fun... the place doesn't have a tv and dvd player yet, but it will be fully equiped next week...the place was really beautiful especially when the lights went on during the night...the falls from the pool gave a really calming sound...i was sooo pissed that i was sick...didn't get to enjoy everything...though there's always a next time...but still! Slept at around 11, but before that...kuya and I ate the minichocobon from cinnabon...yum... now that's fattening...went to sleep...

And at last...toohday! 11/02/2003
Woke up early...still sick! Waah! Had a nice breakfast wit d whole family... cant control mahself from not taking a swim...heheh... I took a swim for like less than 30mins... pathetic! Took a shower....then watched the others still swimmin'... chat chat chat....lolo and tita dory went off earlier than us... after a few hours we went home tooh... stopover to eat...really good corndogs...heheh...still ate sundae though my throat still hurts! tigas ng ulo! ;) Slept in the car...got home...damn i still had a high fever...took a nap...more like sleep...again! Woke up... spongebath to death...ate ice cream again...;) fever went down... and now im online doin' all these blogger thingy, ym, email, friendster... and preparing for tom's event...im the exec chef tom...i dont want to be sick tom...got a loot of things to dooh...whahaha....oh well this is just freakin' long... 'til d next post! CiAo! (",)

2003-10-31T20:41:00.000+08:00

Hey FeLLa$! Patty here... just got this blogger today... brotha' told me to have one here... oh well, starting today you'll get to read my thoughts and all the whatever stuff that would be happening to meeh... read on... (",) CiaO!!!